please let me break down&cry cause its too hard for me to take it. few days ago,i was crying for a certain reason,cause when i went back to my primary school,everyone changed outside but in the inside,theyre still the same old crap.like,i cant believe that she snatched other people's friend,broke relationships,what is this?and now i wanna cry again,cause i cant believe my best friend could keep so many things from me,treat me super cold&WORSE,showed me the mask outside.youknow,its okay if you dont want to tell me cause thats fine.i cant believe it.Emporio,i'll be strong,push me if you want,i've asked you,what happened&you didnt answer!i guess i'm not the least bit trustable that you can tell me,right?everytime,you ask me what happened,i tell you &you always say best friends dont keep stuffs from each other&now,WHAT?ohmygawd.i feel like taking the damn penknife & cut my whole heart then at least all the hurts would go out.Marilyn,i want to thank you cause youve been trying to pull the clique together(: i really miss you,you know?i feel like tearing myself to pieces&tell you how i feel about our clique's state.youve hurt me before,you know that yourself&ive forgiven you cause i know youll never do that to me again.And,once again,youre not the one i'm saying bitch,dont look so low on yourself,youre the greatest.i know its not good to keep hurts inside but i'm sorry,ive let you down.cause this time,the hurts cant fade.i cant even forgive myself for being the least bit STUPID.... my mood has been brought to depths of the oceans and i was happy like,few minutes earlier then it died. i was happy cause my bday's coming. i was happy cause i could use comp. i was happy cause i drank milo(: i'll stop here,i know ive said enough. but i'm still a lil bit happy:3SEPTEMBER
please let me break down&cry cause its too hard for me to take it. few days ago,i was crying for a certain reason,cause when i went back to my primary school,everyone changed outside but in the inside,theyre still the same old crap.like,i cant believe that she snatched other people's friend,broke relationships,what is this?and now i wanna cry again,cause i cant believe my best friend could keep so many things from me,treat me super cold&WORSE,showed me the mask outside.youknow,its okay if you dont want to tell me cause thats fine.i cant believe it.Emporio,i'll be strong,push me if you want,i've asked you,what happened&you didnt answer!i guess i'm not the least bit trustable that you can tell me,right?everytime,you ask me what happened,i tell you &you always say best friends dont keep stuffs from each other&now,WHAT?ohmygawd.i feel like taking the damn penknife & cut my whole heart then at least all the hurts would go out.Marilyn,i want to thank you cause youve been trying to pull the clique together(: i really miss you,you know?i feel like tearing myself to pieces&tell you how i feel about our clique's state.youve hurt me before,you know that yourself&ive forgiven you cause i know youll never do that to me again.And,once again,youre not the one i'm saying bitch,dont look so low on yourself,youre the greatest.i know its not good to keep hurts inside but i'm sorry,ive let you down.cause this time,the hurts cant fade.i cant even forgive myself for being the least bit STUPID.... my mood has been brought to depths of the oceans and i was happy like,few minutes earlier then it died. i was happy cause my bday's coming. i was happy cause i could use comp. i was happy cause i drank milo(: i'll stop here,i know ive said enough. but i'm still a lil bit happy:3SEPTEMBER
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The names's TRICIA aka Trish/Tricks <3. Once in Nan hua, currently in FMSS-3F'09, next year in 4G'10 or 4K'10. I'm a christian & i love God.(: I really like rainbows or everything thats naturally breathtaking like Mt.Fuji :D and the awesome colour is GREEN,i also think Taylor Lautner and Koike Teppei are super HOT!
I'll be turning sweet 16 next september third. SWEETS are my addiction,they make me hyper & from falling asleep! :D
