Love,absolute weirdness.

holidays then its gonna be school AGAIN

2009-12-16T17:22:00.013+08:00

Nice view, right? :) caught from my phone cam just outside my bedroom window.
Anyway, i know i havent been blogging for more than a month.
I'm really sorry, i got so absorbed in books and my holiday homework!
:D but now i've everything finished!
i'm sooooo very happy.
Hmm, during the holidays, i lernt and did many things i dont get to do when school starts.

first, i learnt how to cook chicken rice from my dad(:
it was like the hainanese way. cause i'm hainanese by blood.
HAHAHA. uh, it was really nice and i was happy i was able to learn it.
the second pic is the rice i decorated for everyone in my family during dinner,
lovely huh? :D
then the next day, i cooked pasta. it was kinda a last minute thing actually.
so i told my mom after looking through the cookbook, i chose the recipe for "Macoroni with blue cheese"
to make my " Cheesy Penne." the pasta's called Penne, fyi.
(: thats there on the third pic.
then i mom wanted to cook fillet so i suggested miso soup base.
And wow, i didnt know it'd turn out so nice :D
YAY !
oh right, my dad bought a new washing machine and it came with a bike.
And so i really hope i can learn how to bike soon.
cause i only know four-wheels ):
HAHAHAAHAH!
for the first time in all my holidays, i read so many books & widely acclaimed too.

supposed to go out with my childhood bestie, Melanie Lim, but she's suspected of having h1n1 ):
i pray that she'll be okay.

sighs. and having OGO .older girls from youth one outing :D
next year we're the batch that's gonna go youth two next year.
sad ): especially since youth one's so fun!
so we're gonna go vivocity next tuesday! :)
sarah, joan, me, mel? ,iris & veldas!
:D

And can i say that i really am into soyabean and soyabean products?
in which case, Mr Bean ,my favourite store! :)
i ate,drank,slurped soyabean etc for 5-10 straight days recently ! :D
Mr Bean <3

my ied teammates and me met up during the holidays to discuss ied. Well,of course.
& T-BOOMZ!
thats our store name! :D
i made it up you know.
we're almost done discussing our ied bazaar project for next year :)

plus, during the holidays i spent majority of my time with my family.
love that feeling.
& i'm going out with my mom tomorrow.
we're gonna shopshopshop at ion orchard.
:) maybe i can get some new clothes!
i love my mom, she can be really funny okay!
going out with my big sis next week.
so excited, i feel like i havent gone out with her for ages so YAY.

THE BEST PART.
didnt get to watch new moon after i watched a late movie with my cousin.
we watched the christmas carol cause she didnt like twilight ):
so no taylor lautner. & i want my new moon poster!!! s'pore mags dont have it ):

okay, next time! :) CHRISTMAS IS COMING. and i'm gonna attend the SHATEC open house on saturday.
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tag replies.
to bridget: thanks girl !(:
to Marilyn: haha yeah! ): i miss you too,babe! when catch up? msn huh? or in fb?
to Chevy: relinkked yo.
to Haris: relinkked.
to Charmaine: relinkked(:
to VL:D : OH MY. when is our date ever gonna happen eh? :D HAHAHAHAHAH. i think next year already.
i'm so happy for you, gotta thank s2e then! (:
to sihui: aww,thanks girl! :) i know, i'm gonna work hard. you went to tuao right? how's it? :D God bless ya.

regrets of procrastination

2009-11-09T14:36:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARMEN HO :)

didnt see you around so i hope to catch up with you soon.

Observe the picture & you'll know that's how i felt when i got back my results.

But when can i say?

I deserved it, i totally did cause i slacked alot and ignored studying.
I only mugged two weeks before EOY which was stupidly, too late.
But then everyone comes to this point of their life , be it on the future or the past,so i know i gotta pick myself up & work EXTRAORDINARILY HARD during the holidays.
My parents were pissed alright, but they were absolutely angry & disappointed, and i self-reflected, knowing this was a huge lesson from God.
A huge smack on the cheek that says: ' you've been deceiving yourself and not studying smart.' & i really regretted.
I should have listened to Mr Kwa in the start of rthe year when he said " Sec three is not honeymoon year" and everyone nodded, without much sense going into our heads.
And yeah, 4G'10.
Was kinda sad leaving most of my classmates since sec 1 but then i realised '4g 's not gonna be that bad, 'sides, the people there are pretty nice and fun :D '
So, i'm not gonna waste time & i have already started doing my ten year series,which i'm even suprised that i was able to do it.

:) And oh, youth camp? I HAVE SIGNED UP ALREADY! :D
been reading Pride and Prejudice and Zombies ,the extended version from Jane Austen's Pride & Prejudice.
Prettayye charming, if i must say.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
oh stuffs coming up : birthdays...S2E...remedials..
23 Pulau Semakau Landfill trip
~~23 24 25 Drama Camp (day)~~
21 Careteam @ West Coast Park- Breakfast + playground :D
28 29 30 3F'09 class chalet (not going)
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tag replies:
to joey/passerby/anon: yeah but you know i'm always very ego what & i am joking when i'm being all egoistic.
to VL : why? c'mon, cheeer UP! (: pray to God.
to Lijun: thanks :D been preetty okay,just kinda sad thats all.
how bout you?
~~~~~~~~~
ciao then.

the fun that lasted for a pretty short while

2009-10-20T23:17:00.004+08:00

This is a picture that was taken a pretty long time ago :D

Anyway,

exams are over but the results are not over yet.

Tomorrow's the DOOMSDAY, cause you know, revealing of results are mostly ,well,bad.

i just pray & hope all will go smoothly.

been assigned to do the youth camp poster, me & iris.

(: we're most probably meeting tomorrow.

And yeah, this week is gonna be crazy, what with my church's 45th anniversary dinner and celebrations plus .... results.

oh right, today's interclass games were awesome!

:D 3F brought back first for Captain's ball, 3rd for soccer and Nil for floorball.

itn was kinda sad cause floorball could have a medal too but we didnt inform mr lee about the points so ):

swell,classs chalet coming up and youth camp.

hope more people go for class chalet which is from 9-11 next month.

ugh,sec threes have extended curriculumm,like eww-licious.

& my whole family's really happy for my dad now.

YAY! :D

AND WHOO. TWILIGHT SCORED FOUR AWARDS AT THE SCREAM AWARDS.

TAYLOR LAUTNER ON DEC 3.

I"M JUST WAITING.

okay gtg, plus been reading Aplace called Here by Cecelia Ahern,who is, btw, one of my favourite authors. awesome book,still reading though.

my sis actually bought it for me, loads of thanks to her (:

the crazy week

2009-09-27T15:04:00.003+08:00

THE EXTREMELY CRAZY WEEK.
PLUS HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA MIN :D

it was all the truth coming up like splashes of water & it all made me happier for some reasons. During this whole week, i had mixed feelings of shock, sadness, hyperness, happiness, confusion, dazeness and flushes.

at first i didnt know what got into me but then i realized that it all happened for a reason. Rachel told me and vera too. both almost the same but diff things that cause me to think so much. But then i couldnt bring myself to understand why and how. a coin toss was all it took and a northsouth arrow for me to decide.

Then i knew i made the right arrow. with people telling me different sorts of things, i got less confused. and thats how i knew i made the right move. and everythings going smoothly which surprises me much.

but now it's exams and i gotta get my butt to the IKEA chair of mine. just listen to music and study. but today, i'll skip cause i'm feeling dazed just thinking about this whole week.

and just so you know i have been listening to the new colbie calliat song fallin for you. i love the song. i dont know but i think i may be fallin for you, dropping so quickly....

slap me now cause i think i'm in love

2009-09-11T17:53:00.006+08:00

This pic was done by Nigel a really, really long time ago.
it's super cute but i dont think my face looks that weird.
:D anyway,thanks !!
LIFE HAS BEEN SO AWESOME FOR ME.
God has been a more bigger part of my life, & i do bible study and pray to him without
being so hesistant (: i'm like super proud of myself.
my careteam people are just as awesome as can be too!!
the mrt-buddies or fellowship, YAY! :D
i have started to start opening up to people, even my sisters.'
my grades are sorta improving , but i still neeed to work harder & stop trying to watch cable instead of studying w the music on.
and plus.
my class- 3F is great,we're getting so much more united !!! YAY! :)
the people in my class are a mix of retard,funny,nice,"guai" ,hyper and weird people :D
we share one thing in common, WE ALL LOVE TO GO __________________ .
hahaha (: figure that out yourself.
just read THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES BY CECELIA AHERN.
it's a really uber sad story but touching & sweet at the end.
cause the guy went to look for her at her doorstep with a bouquet of flowers in his hand when all the while she thought he thought she was just a psycho.
AWWWW :D &anyway, i keep getting seriously weird dreams of people.
is it true that when you keep dreaming of someone,you like the someone?
hmmm.

i think i really do like you but i am not sure whther its really you that i am falling in love with,youre just so sweet,it makes me really happy when you say words like.
fyi,my phone is confiscated by parents so sms would be out plus + not sure when i'm getting it back.
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY NITHYA !(:

my day details (:

2009-09-05T14:24:00.005+08:00

HAPPINESS & LAUGHTER FILLED MY HEART ON 03 SEPTEMBER :D

people who i really didnt expect to give me presents actually did and wow.

this year was the time i had the most presents ever.

they're all on my table and i have been looking at them for the past two days now.

first,when i went to sch,

abram gave me a present aka a really cute frog (:

then rachel walked in class and there was my present behind her back!

i ran after her and she went to lockers so i was about to go out when i was "grounded" inside my classroom!!!

hahahah :D then yu qi came in class from backdoor with two balloons in her hand and jia min holding another heart-shaped <3>

i was really shocked you know, so sweet of her right?

and next was rachel who gave me a present and told me to read the note which was related to the present-aka angel cup (:

and then charminn gave me a colourful bracelet (:

jia min gave me a bag full of goodies,sweets and one cute keychain that's on my handphone pouch now(:

plus during assembly,rachel so unlucky! she accidentally sat on a chewing gum which got stuck in her skirt !! :O

then during chinese lesson, Matthew suddenly took out a blue gift pack which contained a "wish" carebear, and siad it was from Alvin & him.

so unexpected but it was really cute. &it's now on my bag(:

hmmm,ms koh ,chem teacher gave me presents too,a gummy pack plus pen :D

hilary too,gave me three presents-a waterbottle,sketchbook +notebook.

she's super sweet can.

and i'm really happy that he wished me, haha but he forgot to bring my present.):

anyways,was out w Emp and got really bad headache so she was trying to entertain me,haha :D

lastly, my whole family gave me presents, Nithya,Zhe hui etc.

and more said they're giving next week or something.

plus my 3f'09 class sand me a birthday song during maths lesson, thats why i love my awesome class.

i really love my birthday this year,

thanks again.

03.09.09

birthday i love

2009-09-03T23:55:00.002+08:00

THANKS FOR ALL THE BIRTHDAY WISHES,PRESENTS ETC.
:D
i received sms wishes from Vera,thr first(: then my cousin,nicole,jia min,amalina,nigel,Emp,etc.
thanks everyone.
the presents too.
enjoyed today alot.
misses.

school,school,problems,worries&fun

2009-08-26T16:51:00.004+08:00

9 MORE DAYS TILL MY FAB BIRTHDAY!!! :D
i'm really excited you know.
many people are already brainstorming on what presents to give me(:
hahahah YAYNESS.
i went to vivo to watch THE PROPOSAL with Vera & Venessa.
really awesome one,plus really hot bod there,Ryan Reynolds! :D
and i found out millions of things too,
which kinda made me wonder about more and more things.
anyway,i really love my awesomely wonderful class and everyone inside it.
they really rock & i think we're getting more and more united,
which is really good.
and do you know?
it's actually been a year since July'08 and M.E.T.H was created.
it stands for Marilyn Emporio Tricia Hilary.
:D now's all left is E.T.
haha but i hope i wont lose my best friend,E.
and, my schedule for the coming hols are kinda planned ald.
i really am gonna meet up with my cousin -NINI (;
and form a study grp with people in my class,the gals.
meeting to study,i'm not sure where.
and 31 Aug,meeting my beloved NAN HUA!!
and Justin sim too.
hmm.plus today i was crying because of something and Yu Qi totally comforted me.
i felt really hyper after that,cause she made me laugh ALOT:D
she's someone i can really count on.

so that's it.
toodles and i love greeen.
T.

Just a herbal jelly could cause a quarrel.

2009-08-23T22:17:00.006+08:00

! WARNING: this is going to be a really long post.
it is Saturday, 22 August.Three herbal jellies that were bought from Carrefour@ Suntec were laid at the dinner table.Then my sisters kept shouting that they wanted to reserve the pearl flavored herbal jelly.I was seated at the chair,just staring at some bananas.Everything was alright until my dad took the pearl jelly (there were two pearl jelly & one wheatgrass flavored jelly).My oldest sis stopped whatever she was doing and asked where it was.
I JUST INNOCENTLY OPENED THE LAST PEARL JELLY WITH NO INTENTION TO EAT IT.
then i GOT SCOLED.
and everything came tumbling down.
my mom & oldest sis quarreled about the jelly then my sis said about how much she always favors me cause i'm the youngest.
what utter rubbish, was really pissed off & upset.
while they quarreled, my oldest sis said one remark about me that got me so effing pissed.
JUST ONE HERBAL JELLY & I GOT SCOLED PLUS INSULTED.

why must it all come down to a measly jelly?

really upset that my family could so easily quarrel over such useless things.

aren't families supposed to love each other and stay strong together?

sighs.

TOMORROW & COMING DAYS.

it is exactly 12 days until my 15th birthday. :D

haha anyway tmr i got soome english test aft school then hopefully i can still have lunch with Emp.

and hmm, tuesday,haha i dont wanna say anything.

my IED part is done (:

i'm currently studying plus i did my homework with pure concentration.

anyway,i just wanna say that my awesome class has got me wanting to go to school every single tiring day.

ending off, i wanna hope that God will help my family,may we be stronger and build up each others faith together.

plus plus,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GILLIAN:D

really sorry that i mixed it one day earlier and anyway thanks for always making me laugh during bible class.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHAEL CHUA <3

you'll always be my bestie kay!

we've got to catch up some time soon.(:

hope everythings alright with your problems now.

you know what i mean la.

i really miss nan hua days when we would like always talk about stuffs and laugh at stuffs too.

hahah i really miss you babe.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIHWEI (:

didnt talk to you for a really long time.

hope everythings going well in your life,

misses.

& now i'm really gone.

GOOD NIGHT :D

i gotta do bible study first.

sweet dreams people.

mugging & hanging out

2009-08-21T22:21:00.003+08:00

i'm too lazy to blog now, plus i'm playing games on FB.
just wanna say my week was great :D
and i really hope that Emp's mom will let us study in her house.
hope i do well in my last few tests of the year.
had a new very absolutely WIDE U seating arrangement,
seating w jia min & we hung out at JP today :D
THE PEOPLE WHO USED TO SIT AT THE FOUR CORNERS OF ME,
north- TING TING (she seems really quiet but if you talk to her alot,you'll find that she's actually very funny!)
East- NIGEL (he makes me laugh like maaad during lessons & sweet thief,and ms Oh keeps stepping on his dino Dickies bag :D )
South- JIAMIN (she also seems quiet but when i sat beside her,quite fun!! )
West - CHARMINN(she's so funneh and makes me laugh like maaad too!:D )
okay,thats all.

oohlalalaa :D :D

2009-08-16T20:23:00.002+08:00

I KEEP TELLING MYSELF I AM FOOLING MYSELF.
i mean,it will never ever happen.
but then i know it might, ugh help.
anyway, FRIDAY ,the 14th was the greatest day of my life. :D
cause i kept talking to him and it actually made my day.
(: then we exchanged pencilcases & sat beside each other & he made me laugh like maaaaad! :D :D
i think i'm falling for him again.
two of my friends said i am.
and i took his pen for the weekend,it was green,thats why.
science lab was even funnier cause he was scolded for putting sweet in the basin-LMAO. :D
i know i shouldnt make it happen again.
when i went to Chinese garden with Yu Qi on thursday,
we shared alot of things and yeah.
i must not make the same ol' mistake again.
but i cant help it.
even when we're just talking,i feel happy.
there's just something about you that makes me smile& laugh.
i dont want to cry like maaad again.
i just want to talk to you again & laugh with you.
is this love or i am just looking at an illusion?

i L.O.V.E seawater!:D

2009-08-08T15:48:00.000+08:00

blogger still has problems but i'm trying my best to ignore it cause i've promised someone that i'd blog about yesterday.(:
i have been absent from school for THREE WHOLE DAYS !:D
and believe me,that was awesome fun three days with my sister.
meanwhile,i was waiting for my facial rash on my cheeks to get better,
doctor gave me three types of medicines to take.
since so many people wanted me back to school,i came back in time for the long-planned girls party!
:D i invited and felt like crying.was begging alot of people to try to go but they didnt care,awfully sad and pissed.
but there were three people who went,making me feel so much better.
had so much fun(:
then pushed each other to the water and the seawater made my face better!:D
went back home and got scolded so i sort of ranted to Rachel(:
but she was alright,comforted me.
sighs,still feel sad.
but anyway,hope the weekend cures my sadness.
i'll blog more soon.

video blooperss blooooop

2009-08-01T17:02:00.000+08:00

blogger has serious problems now.
just wanna say that today was awesome-ly FUN!:D
with Nithya,Matthew and Nathaniel Lee.
walked and shopped at vivocity plus habourfront.
then went to daiso and nathaniel was so funny!(:
really happy to have met him.
gotta go prepare my facilitating questions tonight.
hmmm,cant wait till school :D
and to agree with sam,our class is becoming more FUN!:D
on tuesday,class party,WOOHOO!
upload pics when blogger is okay,
hahahah :D
he was so weird to me yesterday,dont know if everything's fine.
whats wrong with telling others our idea?
so then,monday got emaths retest):

hello you make me sick

2009-07-30T23:15:00.000+08:00

shall be ashort post.
i saw two birds mating today.
pretty awful sight.
:D anyways,i just wanna say that i love my class!
we;re getting united day by day.
and todau during class contact,me & nigel were like shouting across the classroom about stuff while the whole class laughed like maaaad.
hahhaahah thats why i love my class.

funnneh huh

2009-07-28T21:23:00.001+08:00

Today was pretty cool.
IED was sorta funny and camwhore time :D
check facebook for pics,blogger has problems,cant upload.
did ied test,so freaking hard.
i feel like bopping myself.
and checked facebook,pearly reminded me of geog test!
): but its too late cause my geog textbook is in locker.
sighs,i'll rush study tomorrow.
day was half ruined cause no one can make it for the pri six outing.
damn pissed but was happy within 10 minutes later.
AUGUST,hopefully.
OH btw,my class wanna have a class gathering on founder's day i think
:D
And,the girls are gonna have a separate outing at SENTOSA.
oooohlala(:
sad sam wasn't around to disturb!
and nigel ponned.
hahah okay,test gtg.
he talked to me today and was trying to get my attention!
jia min says he likes me but idk.
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNYUAN IN ADVANCE! :D

drama gets dirty.

2009-07-25T17:39:00.000+08:00

the week has been pretty funny.
with full of funny people too!(:
first,our class seating arrangement was changed.
And actually Nigel seats infront of me and he is hillarious:D
but now ting ting sits there,pretty sad cause she's the quiet type.
anyway,
skipped ls on thurs for drama.
felt pretty bad for my new chinese teacher.
and quarelled with my sister yesterday about our smartness.
she thinks she's like so smart just cause she went to express and i'm in normal acad.
i'm damn pissed.
but,as you all know,i cant for once get angry with someone for long.
:D
i guess cause i'm forgiving and always hyper?
hahahah well,idk.
drama was awesome.
performance at Artshouse.
there wasn't any cute guys watching the play,how sad.
ahaha well did makeup for actors and all.
learned about a secret or two from diff people.
AND.
realised my class people actually ALL things i'm a perv.
how upsetting.
ohoh,jeremiah's really nice.
i'm gonna miss doing lights with him cause he is uber funny.
(:
i did a card for Bridget yesterday so iwished her happy birthday three times!:D
meeting pri six buddies next week,
celebrating sis's bday tonight,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA WEI! :D
careteam was great.
love the mrt mates.
wish IRIS good luck for her compeitition tomorrow(:
and drama is dirty cause they keep laughing about AHEM & AHEM.
shall not say who.
hahah esp. Gordon & loysius damn bad eh.
but it was super funny cause about horses.
my gosh-thinking of it makes me laugh xD

now.
tag replies <3
to JOEY-i know,i'm so influential right?
to Chien Yee- yeah he has l;ike six pacs,if he is not hot then what? :D
to Vera-hahah chillax.i'm not dumb dumb.!
to Rach-hahah:D you so lame,miss me just say so lah!and now i got talk to you more when i sit infront(:
to Richelle-replied in own blog.
to Vera-idk, UP in 3D?
k,hearts people.
saw my ex-crush today.
man,he looks so diff.
glad i moved on.
:D

i heart drama(:

2009-07-25T17:18:00.002+08:00

what i'm looking forward to...

2009-07-19T13:07:00.004+08:00

WATCH THE SECOND PIC.
that's what i'm looking for-he is the werewolf in the next twilight movie,New Moon.
hello,you're like crazy if you're not gonna watch!
so it's 16 november.
next,i cant wait for this coming week cause me and Emp are gonna hang out again.
thia time,the swings that we never went to.
:D
and.
on the 31st of July,
i'm gonna meet up with my primary six buddies.
they're the best people in the world!:D
ahhaha & i sort of cant wait for school every week!
it's like school is fun because of the people in my class-they make school something to look forward to.
and hot people too.
haha:D
plus plus.
on the first of SEPTEMBER.
THREE DAYS BEF MY BDAY!(:
i'm gonna meet Mingyang at nan hua.
it's on teacher's day but we'll most probably be talking more than saying hi to teachers,which is kinda funny.
hhaha.
and my birthday too,of course.
just wish for that guy with a nice heart,
and maybe hot too.
just kidding,that guy's already in my life<3
ahahha but that's just the bonuses.
love and misses and wishes.

tricia loves ______.

2009-07-17T22:48:00.004+08:00

this is the 102 post which is also the exact number of music/tracks in my phone :D
i just love that pic or the whole album that emp uploaded.
hmmm,my week's awesome.
Elec today was fun and funny thanks to my group people: theon,elwyn and xing chi.
hahahah,non-stop laughter about pixie dust etc.
Floorball was great too.
my group people are ,yu Qi and christopher and morris and zhe hui and xuan yan.
:D .
and today ming yang told me something :
(he is my primary school friend)
Jµs†innn says:
np
whos that beside u?
looks..
ret....
ded.
TRICIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. says:
huh? looks like ded?
who's that
Jµs†innn says:
the person in ur dp
ur MSN dp the one next to you
TRICIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. says:
my friend why you want cho her is it
Jµs†innn says: scary.
TRICIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. says: hahhahahha
Jµs†innn says:
the face looks so retarded
swimming still look so spastic TRICIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. says:
hahaha look at my profile
then go her one-Emporio teh got more retard ones Jµs†innn says:
'no thanks
i'll keep myself from being retarditfy
TRICIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. says:
..... okay

anyway super funny convo.
meeting him two days bef my bday at nan hua!:D
care team tomorrow.
misses ,loves.
GREEN IS THE NEW SEXY PEOPLE.
*ignores marilyn*

kisskisswhoops.

2009-07-09T20:50:00.003+08:00

(: 100th post now.
thats me at the top,haha.
asked yu qi today if i was ugly,she took super long to reply so i was like"see,i know i'm ugly!"
haha yup. :D:D
the picture totally proves my point.
changing blogskin.
cause i kinda hate this current one.
shall take simple ones.
went out with EMP today(:
talked bout funny stufffs.
tomorrow's hang out's gonna be more interesting.
pics willbe taken.
and now that classrooms are second level for all sec three,i write letters to her everyday!
and zhixuan from emp's class called me horny and weird.
hahahhahha xD
and right.
MICHAEL JACKSON, rest in peace.
plus.
remaining close friends with him.
i'm happy.
a guy and girl can keep a platonic relationship.
plus,i think we're better that way:D
green is the new sexy,

fklhlsjfkjfksdfk

2009-07-01T20:58:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIGEL!:D
about today,
found out so many things.
felt like crying a billion times.
felt like slashing a trillion times.
felt like slapping someone a zillion times.
no one comes my blog so i'll say it right here right now.
was confused about something,asked.
then everyone chose option two.
got diff opinions from zahiya&loysius&abram&clarence&rach.
thanks guys!:D
rejected.sort of rejection.
i'm picking up the pieces and moving on.
it hurts me like a broken glass.
i wont fall down.
maybe i'll cry tonight,i cant take it.
and i'm really wanting to find out.
whatever clarence is going to tell me.
he says it'll hurt me deeply but i cant stop thinking about him.
and now friendships in tangles.
Marilyn thanks too!:D
-tricia.

New Moon Countdown Official Poster

2009-06-27T15:01:00.001+08:00

i love him

2009-06-26T11:18:00.006+08:00

second attempt-SUCCESS! :D

the muffin failure.

i felt really happy after my dad comforted me when my first attempt to make a good and cute muffin failed.

this is the conversation and here it goes;

me: Dad,i failed at making the muffin.Now it's all black & ugly.

my dad: you're not a failure,tricia. You can always try again.

me: but daddy,what if the next time i try goes bad again?

my dad: then you can try again.Keep trying till you get it right.

me: okay,thanks dad! (from sadness to smiles) (:

my dad: always try again,never give up!

So,as you can see,the top pic was the best one! :D

after that convo i was really encouraged.
then i felt so energised to fight bigger trials& battles.

like,two days ago,yu qi sms-ed me something that made my heart pain.

but after that,it was gone.

then i was thinking,do i really love him?

i'm glad yu qi told me(:

the muffin success.

then my sister Amanda was so nice too.

i told her how sad i was and she just told me that the burnt muffins looked like a sunflower.

i know that i can face trials with my fantastic family's encouragement! :D

tricia loves her family-the Kiangs.

haha(:

lalalalala.

2009-06-25T12:24:00.004+08:00

"do you want me to stab it?"-from a victim

in scare tactics. haha,that's like wonderfully funny okay! he wanted to stab a dead body but actually is a real person!

this show i just watched yesterday is called "scare tactics".

where they scare people,super FUNNY!

it's on AXN at 9pm-10pm. :D

anyway,i still have my really bad cough and sore throat.

really sucks but oh well,hope the medicines help.

yesterday,rachel came my house to study.

sad we couldn't play wii but had fun just talking :D

she helped me maths and i helped her for english.

then after that,watched x-files at 8.

but for today,dinner's probably gonna be pasta and x-files on axn again !(:

i can't believe it,school's not gonna be closed.my amaths are like blank blank.

anyways,tomorrow i'm gonna watch transformers:revenge of the fallen with my sisters and mother :D :D

awesome.can't wait!

-tricia misses her M.E.T.H friends & him.

ghehglhrilghl

2009-06-19T12:05:00.004+08:00

my home at the end.beautiful?

me and jia qi at malacca.

my hair colour,haha i dyed it.

today is the Youth meeting at 7pm but i'm not going!:D

not cause i dread going at night worship services but my oldest sis birthday is today! yes,she turns 23 today .

though sometimes she can be so mean and pushes me around or complain about my every flaw or mistake to my dad,i still love her(:

cause,to put it simply,she's my sister.

and wow btw,you cant believe this! :D

i emailed the SHATEC people and asked what are the requirements to get into SHATEC after 0'levels.

they replied!! :D and it's minimum just N'levels with english pass-priority.

it's so awesome you know.

gonna meet my big sis along with my second sis soon.

we're gonna go eat chciken sandwiches for lunch.

haha :D then gonna shop? maybe.hmm,and talk?

LMAO ,i'm being crazy already.

i miss you like mad cause i haven't been sms-ing you for two days ald.

today is the third. i'm really bored without you.

the last time we talked was last night two nights ago.

and you off-ed yphone.anyway,i've already got a gift for you when our gift exchange next next week-school reopen .

tricia.

whoops i love who.

2009-06-17T21:43:00.007+08:00

"time passes so fast when you're having fun..."

whoever said that sure is right!:D i really miss the first two weeeks of this month.so nice,so carefree.Sick with sore throat and stuffs,not something you want on a holiday. ):

Good thing is,he keeps me company,well,sort of haha:D

pray for me to get well please.And when is the 2F party ever gonna happen? anyways,holiday homeworks sucks,trust me.

just did finish english online test,AWESOME!:D :D :D

btw,EMP,i'm really sorry about yesterday!

another time maybe? i wannna know!

<3>

hhahahah LOL

2009-06-15T13:57:00.009+08:00

MY FIRST TWO WEEKS OF JUNE ARE CRAZY,FUN,SNEAKY,AWESOME,FUNNY!:D

church camp was pretty great and the lessons too!

like,the singing of WORTHY IS THE LAMB & SAVIOUR is so harmonic.

more 100plus pics to be uploaded(: slowly adding in each post,haha.

i laughed alot during church camp you know,esp. during mealtimes with my careteam,yang lin,iris,sarah goh(first few days).

Eunice was the only one who could withstand my hyperness and randomness!:D

we did the Skit about creation using made up props,super funny,played game with them too.

the zone games was hysterical all the same,with my group being the kungfu fighters-tum-teh-tum-sa-sa-sa! xD

swimming with my sis and Sarah yeo was good too,haha the goggles broke!!!!

*Emp asked me to hang with her on wed,wii and stuff.

these two weeks are gonna be full of hard revision and homework,i must really stop procrastinating,sighs.

been sms-ing him nowadays,and he just finished cca camp.

i am sick with sore throat so i eat medicine like MAD!):

please pray for me.

anyways,smuggled bubble gum in s'pore again. :D:D

♥,tricia.

WHOO CRAZE:D

2009-06-02T03:56:00.005+08:00

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY,NINI (: my dearest screw-loose cousin.
and you know KOIKE TEPPEI IS HOT plus EDWARD CULLEN."
*
'I WANT CANDY,I WANT CAN.....DYYYYYY!"
thats a super nice song btw.
LOL,anyway,my past whole weeek has been MEGA-AWESOMELY FUN!:D
we started receiving all the torturous piles of hols homework and my table is very MESSY cause of all the piles.
haha,then we were in classroom system and i sit beside RACHEL YEO!!!!! :D:D
do you actually know how funny she is?
she is making me laugh like mad every lesson.
THe best part of the week is the last day ; 29 MAY 09.
it all started when i overslept and did not go for the Meet the parents session the day before so i turned off the alarm and did not turn it on again.
and on that day,i woke up at 7.15 exactly when my mother woke me up.
I SCREAMED AND JUMPED OFF THE BED.
so i sms-ed Rachel to help me ask Ms Oh whether i had to return report book and she was not at home,she didnt hear the alarm,haha! :D
and me &her have detention next term ,first day i think.
HMMM,then when we both walked in,the whole class had the expression like"woah,they're like super late." !!!
so yeah and nigel was saying that me&rach went to --- shop.
(P.s: nigel,the blank is for you to fill you super sucker.)
:D :D :D :D
And now i'm having DRAMA CAMP.
it has been sorta fun at certain points but i shall not say more.
and wow,thank God for fans and smart people who know comp labs are open!(;
while we had fun,i played blackjack,cheat and dai ti with Loy,Wei rong,natalie,Venessa,Benjamin,Indah and ME!:D:D
and Loy was like making his cards so obvious i could even see when we were playing CHEAT.
super PHUN.
haha and played this catching game at night.
other ccas are camping with us too,like BB & Ncc land.

i'm so glad you really liked your late bday prezzie(: i expect mine too,haha.
:*

2009-06-02T03:56:00.001+08:00

it's alright cause i'm by your side

2009-05-14T00:15:00.004+08:00

MALACCA WAS LIKE MEGA-LICIOUSLY AWESOME!:D

it was so FUN okay.actually i didnt really expect it to be that good but oh, you know,you can never predict the future.
i enjoyed everything except that my group for the trip was so quiet and i really hated that part cause i'm a naturally hyper person.
it was like,quiet time every meal except that we sort of started to talk after the third day's lunchtime when Lydia randomly examined and said which feature of each of our faces would be the best to pierce.haha:D for me,she said it was the nose.
And you know,Mr Siddeck was super quiet though he was sort of funny cause at the second day dinner he was like,why the food so long? haha:D yep,super random people in my group! like DUH,cause i'm random.
Anyway,rooming with CLAUDIA LIM FROM 3B was like madness!
(it's in caps for you,roomie!) (:
we camwhored(pics next time) alot throughout the trip and so FUN.
we really popped open the secrets and just shared everything,was kinda nice-the opening secrets part.
haha:D and now we really miss rooming together cause during that time,it was like time stopped. D:
yeah,plus joint-rooming with Crystal and Janis was double the madness too!:D:D:D
we three ate cup-noodles at night for two nights straight and watched the TV.
then we talked a really long talk about stuffs and was great.
haha:D i especially miss the parts when me and Crystal would be like really hyper and bitch each other during who,what,huh.
okay let me tell you two scenarios:
it's real and its me.
1) first night and crystal told me about her dream(about someone who died in the hotel) then i got really freaked out cause she said it was at the window and so i moved one step back and tripped.
i tripped and fell lying on the bed while trying to run away from crystal. AHHHHHHHHHH!:D:D
was freaked out okay!
2) played who,what,huh with Janis,Claudia,Mingkeat,Abram,JiaQi,Venessa,Crystal,Chien Yee,Xingchi,Vera and i lost two times straight!
so i got penaties and Crystal made me do a sexy post on the pole and lastly,to talk to a stone crane for THREE MINUTES!:D
haha,so basically i airtalked.yep,they all laughed in sight.
suckers.haha:D just kidding!

and wow,my cooking compeitition group was sarah,vincent and me.
our first time cooking dish was sucky!
we made some weird laksa bee hoon and Vincent SQUEEZED the orange juice WITH HIS BARE HANDS.ewww,i know.
it was gross. haha:D none of the teachers wanted to taste ours!
second day was better and you know me and Sarah teased Vincent and his voice like MAD! xD
the boat ride was one of the awesome ones too.(:

And now i really miss MALACCA):
oh man,missed the memories.
smuggles bubble gum back and wow:D
got caught so many times.
THREE TESTS TOMORROW.
IC ON FRIDAY.
CHURCH THINGY WITH CARETEAM ON SAT.
CHURCH ON SUN.

hello imy.

2009-05-01T09:19:00.003+08:00

i really dont know what's wrong with me these days,
i keep starting to have feelings for you but then sometimes it fades.
i really like talking to you cause you make me laugh and stuff,
you also always let me to tease you,hahaha(:
anyways,my week's been like GREAT!
:D:D:D
i got to know Claudia,my roommate loads more!
she told me all her secrets and wow,haha we're like good friends already.
she's someone who can stand my hyperness and randomness.
that's perfect and today,my family's gonna visit our grandparents' tombstones and stuff then go to Northpoint-SHOPPING !!:D
then they'll change money for my malacca trip so yayness.
tomorrow i have care team at Mag's place so my upcoming days are gonna be PACKED with fun things(:
anyway,me and Claudia have decided to pack our bags together through the Phone.it's happening tomorrow.
On MONDAY,we'll be leaving so wish me FUN!
i really cant wait and okay,
i'm still thinking,how will you feel if i told you>?
i asked you something and really i'm not sure if that was your blush.
hmm,i know many of you are wondering who is it but i'll only tell my close pals so yeah.
that's if i trust you then.
okay,gotta go visit the dead.

i love you but do you feel the same way too?

2009-04-25T16:00:00.003+08:00

i see you everyday and i wonder to myself,if i tell you the truth,will you ever accept it?
i really am starting to develop feelings for you but i don;t know if you feel the same way too.
i wish you could give me a sign,something so that i know you do.
every week i'll confirm see you and every week my feelings for you grow.
because of you,i gave up a relationship with someone.
my gosh,all the questions,please,give me an answer.
my week has been pretty nice,thanks to your laughter and everything.
never blogged for two weeks but i'll blog about this weeek:D :D.
MARILYN"S BACK UNTIL MONDAY(:
Monday: played badminton for PE,really F_U_N haha xD
Then we had english and everything and i talked to Bridget loads of stuff,really nice talk(: haha,yayness. lunch with yu qi and bridget.
Tuesday: IED test but it was pretty okay to me,alot of people went to get BEN&JERRY's free cone day at Vivocity and pearly's quitting IED,bummer. now our group only has what? Four people.SAD.
but we still camwhore alot to keep ourselves awake from boring IED lessons. :D
let's stop the dates.
went fusion with Junyuan,Nigel,Loysius,Marilyn,Emp-oreo.
yup then me and loysius went for drama and WOAH!
i am the secretary for drama's EXCO! :D :D
and DRAMA GOT GOLD WITH HONORS for syf,haha jeremiah and me did a great job for lights crew (:
anyway,went to subway the other time with Emp,YU Qi and Vera.
quite fun,YAYS AGAIN:D
throughout the whole week,i have been called millions of names like TOMATO AND SUN-BURNT BEAR(just),buit some said my sunburnt was pretty nice.
okay,wednesday i went to BTP with ama,E and M and talked with ama about stuff,then ate KFC and we went e's house to camwhore then we used e's car to go back sch for malacca briefing.
PRETTY INTERESTING,have to report school on 4 may by 7am.
and the hotel has no lift but got air-con:D:D
rooming with Claudia,yay cant wait !!!!!!
sad,i cant drop amaths.
so many things happened during this week but the times spent with you are still stuck in my head.
okay gotta make corn muffins(:

nooo

2009-04-12T15:54:00.002+08:00

HMMM.new blog post,finally,right?
thank you(:
Past few days were super fun,went to FUSIONOPOLIS with Emp,Yu Qi,Nigel,Junyuan,Syikin,Sheenaz,Ole.
super fun kay! camwhored a million times.
Anyway,i just baked a raspberry muffin,that's the second try and it was a success.
The first try was the Blueberry muffin and i failed):
I'm bringing to school tomorrow for my three very good friends.
GUESS WHO? :D
just did finish my geography assignment:D
anyone please make blogskin for me can?
i have no time to make and sorry GILLIAN i have no time to find blogskin for you.
super duper sorry!
oh and...
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SAM!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY VERA!
hope you like the prezzie(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGEL!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERMAINE aka the funny babe!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEE SIANG aka the sweet monster!
:D :D :D
and lastly cause tomorrow no time blog,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TONG SHEN aka lego pro!
i think i should really buck up on my emaths soon,
anyone can tutor me?
PLEASE,failing like mad already.

Last thurs had NAPFA 2.4km run and i passed,thanks MING XIAN.,i love youuu! :D
OH right.this week tues going SAF centre for some educational thingy,thurs going out with vera.
okay that's about all,
bye people.
kiss danger goodbye.harper's island tonight.
i love that show.

whooopeeees.

2009-03-29T16:40:00.004+08:00

hello again for a very very long time(:
my dad does not allow me to use the comp for some reasons,sucks big time manxz!
but i'm secretly using it now cause i cant live without my laptop you know.
hahahahs,my grades were so lowww,i failed both emaths and amaths.
BUMMER,i know.
my sis got a wii recently so i've been playing monopoly and cooking mama,YAYNESSSSSS!:D
the days i didnt blog,i went out wih several people like KAP with Emp-oreo and Venessa(correct spelling?)and care team has been great as always:D :D :D
oh right,i celebrated earth hour yesterday.SO COOL,i'm so GREEEEENNNNN ON EARTH!!!!!!:D
it's raining now and i love rain. It means puddles and drops on your head,plants start to grow and people receive water.
I'M LOVIN IT!xD
gonna wii more later,YAYSSSSSS.

hala

2009-03-18T15:25:00.009+08:00

yay.pictures galore,told you i'd get pics didnt i?
yesterday at Char's house was really FUN and only me& Char were doing the powerpoint slides while Sam was slacking and reading Cleo magazine.haha,there's a pic that i caught her. :D
hmm then me and Sam were advising Char on what top she should wear for the class outing tomorrow.And so we decided to ask her to wear this black top but she was like "it's just a class outing,i dont wanna wear so nice."
Then me and Sam just rolled our eyes and sighed.
SUPER FUNNY OKAY! xD
We went to Vivocity to window shop and Char wanted to get her shades so yeah.
We went to Zara to try out clothes,was my first time but so fun!:D :D.
And "WOAH!" was me and Sam's first reaction when we saw Char trying out the high heels like so smoothly and the way she walk!
she could totally catwalk already,haha and we chatted about when we're gonna put makeup.
anyway.
TOMORROW IS DRAMA CAMP!:D
i cant hardly wait cause it's my first time sleeping over at school.
SO COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL can.
i packed my bag already.Oh and me,Jo and Chev are gonna break the rules by wearing the 120 shirt when we're supposed to wear PE.
we're gonna camwhore like crazayyyyyeeee.
haha :D so i'll not be blogging for at least three days cause TOMORROW TOMORROW :FRIDAY...Sam,Pearly and Char are coming over to my house to rehearse our IED slides.
hmm.please tag and thanks Vera,my regular reader!:D
i love her and i hate people who view and dont tag!
haha just kidding.xD

tag replies
Joey: thanks. of course,i chose it.
Yu Qi: i'm waiting and nothing's happening.
EMILYN: thanks,i took 30minutes to design it so if it's not nice i knock my head ah.
VL :D :huh?i wasn't being sarcastic.
Richelle: replied in blog.
VL :D :replied
Gillian: LOL,you go my blog and give face. :D
NINI: eeeewww.your blog view only can see hawker centres and air pollution cause you keep farting non-stop!xD
Zahiya: cause you're damn pretty and i love you.so you get your answer.sighs,dont know,i still might shut it.
Zahiya: yeah,it's my only hope,BINGO :D
Masnurdiah: thanks Mas,at least you tagged!
VL :D :yes thank you my regular reader(:

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2009-03-17T11:38:00.005+08:00

To be only yours,i pray.I know now you're my only hope.

today i was so happy cause now he is well but i'm not.haha :D
so i wanna pass the virus to him,lol i'm just kidding.
my blog html has problems and i dont like this font.hmm,but at least still can blog, YAYNESS!
I'm going to Charminn's house today to discuss IED project with Sam and Pearly :D :D
can't hardly wait to go her house. And guess what,she lives really near where my late grandparents stay and Eunice{careteam} stays.
so COOL! haha i love to excite myself over small matters,yooop.
okay gotta get ready to go,pictures?
I'll try to take as many as possible.
That's it,i'm off.
no one goes to my blog manxz,gonna shut it down soon.
sighs.no one even tags when viewed):
char's house until 6.

a great life

2009-03-13T09:50:00.005+08:00

i love taking photos of the sky and landscapes.
it's God's creation plus it's beautiful and sometimes i wonder how God actually made all these stuffs.
AMAZING :O
well, all things are possible with God. Oh right ,i believe in angels.
yessss,i believe that there's always a guardian angel up in heaven who looks out for us, every single being on Earth.
mmmhmmm.Anyway,elearning is not bad and i love that i can open the door for my mom before she goes to work :D
i always wake up at 8am even during holidays cause i dont like waking up at late mornings. plus, i would look at the traffic jam outside my window when i wake up and tell my older sister how bad the jam is every morning-except on school days cause i wake up earlier than her-then she'll laugh :D
i've got tons of holiday homework on my table and next week, there's drama camp but no FUN ): cause we'll be mainly practicing for syf.
bloo,today i wrote alot.(: for syf,i'm in lights with jeremiah and it's pretty fun with him around. haha, at least i'm not doing lights crew by myself or i'll not be able to remember all the light cues at every scene :D :D
i love mr firhad for letting me have a go at syf crew even when i always pon drama sessions,oops.blooooooooed.
i'm off to do some IED slides and memorise light cues.
sayonara ﾄﾁﾝﾗﾐﾁｽﾁ.
♥.

wheepee.

2009-03-12T12:25:00.005+08:00

that's the picture of the view outside my house window,nice right?
:D
i love highways and candles,oh so romantic moments.
today for elearning there was fewer work load given and i completed everything but i'm dragging BLEAGH,maths.
anyway,i'm serious,my room is green and it's so rocking calm.
i've been watching water boys,it's a japanese drama starring Koike Teppei!
how awesome is that? ♥.
i'm getting bored at home just after two days since tuesday.
who wants to go out for movies or hang out?
please invite me over too :D
oh right i woke up and my throat was so sore ): i want to get well.
sobs,medicines are getting irritating and chewing on mentos is tha bomb(;
haha,i guess that's it for today.
I'm gonna go back to watching shows.yeessss,please comment on my new blogskin. thanks manxz!
sayonara,people.

beeep.

2009-03-11T11:54:00.008+08:00

From now on,all my font colours will be GREEEN.cause it rocksss :D

new blogskin,simple yet lovely.<3

it's Elearning day one.and i'm prettyy happy about it cause i woke up three hours later,which is a big big Bonus to me!

i've done finish all i need for the day:D it's getting abit boring already,bummer.we've got drama camp next week and we're staying overnight at school.so FUN :D , i just cant freaking wait. you know there are times when you wish you didnt do something and could turn back time? that's what i'm feeling now. i feel really mad at myself but you comforted me, made me laugh.hope you get well soon so can LOL again!

Yesterday,tuesday
i was sick with sore throat and flu. So i my dad took me to the doctor and we used his car, so comfy:D when i went home,i practically had nothing to do so i ate medicine and i fell asleep for oh-so-long hours.
oh,i folded up to about 30 hearts btw.
boredom can kill a soul.
);

ohs.

2009-03-08T17:14:00.002+08:00

WOOHOO.i can't wait for tomorrow cause so many things are gonna happen :D like yeahuh,i'mma gonna skip english and humanities remedial.
HURRAY ! i love drama now. like,seriously manxz. went to church as usual and during sermon,i was like going to doze off cause i'm sick ); ,so my immunity level's low. i dont wanna go tomorrow but got drama so yeah.
doing IED. yesterday watched Marley & Me with Charminn, Ole, Nithya, Rach, Zahiya. GTG.

.

2009-03-05T21:31:00.002+08:00

abcdefghijklmnop.ah,i forgot my abcs,next time won't you please teach me?
:D super mango yogurt on the top randomness. i love that drink so love it.
my past few days were outrageously funny thanks to RACH and YU QI .
the test ghost has stopped haunting me,at least. but i've been failing my test,eg. physics and emaths,failed by two marks and four1/2 marks. ):
super gay right? oh.it just rained!my whole roon floor is WET! :o
okay which reminds me,during ss,me and rach walk in the rain,so FUN.
i want rain again.but not now,my amths book is WET. oh no,oh yessss,oh crap. ):
okay.and ss lesson,yu qi told me something super uber funny,cant stop laughing.yay, i proudly say this: I GOT INTO CREW FOR SYF DRAMA :D

to you:
i'm really sorry but i hope you understand.
i dont love you so dont cry over it.
you'll still be my best friend.
i'm sorry i rejected you.
i have a bf already.

oooooh.

2009-03-02T17:32:00.002+08:00

i'm like very bored okay.i hate it.haha
but when am i ever not bored?i always entertain myself in a way.
i think that i have the special ability of making others happy.
anyway,i really miss. hanayohikuzo.please get well soon.it's really bored without you.
i need you to fill my life again.last night when you called me i felt so comforted.sighs,you always make me smile(: ♥
crazinessssss.got IED test tomorrow,sucks.on market research and macro-environment.wish me luck people:D
yu Qi suggested staying over at her house and i dont mind.YAY:D
oh,march hols -class outing.i know,it's super sudden.
haha but it's cool,i think our class need loads of truckloads of activities.

to that someone:
i'm just not angry with you and so don't think i am.
we'll still be friends forever(: cheeeer up.
i dont want to see you in this state.especially since you're one of my bestest.i'm sorry but we just can't be together.

quitting the problems.

2009-02-27T16:31:00.002+08:00

hello.i belong to i dont know where in Chinese Garden.haha:D that's where i'll be going for my care team meeting tomorrow.we're doing bible study on the grass or in the rest house,haah so COOL:D
btw,i saw so many nan hua juniors while walking back home,they are so cute! oh man,what's wrong with me?ahaha.
yeah so today was AWESOME.
cause i went out with emp-oreo to holland and we took a bus ride with theon too.so funny manxz:D :D all of us=non-stop crazy out of the blue laughter! RANDOM RETARDS DO THAT.
so many people got conflicts with each other,just a note to all you guys: "CHEER UP! :Djust remember you got me as friend so its the best already,haha,jkjk.anyway,don't lose faith or hope,i'll be praying for you all."
hmmmm.okay.yesterday the whole gang of (i created our name,first two words only yeah) HAn nian-NIthya-TRicia-ZAhiya-JOey-AMalina.so FUN.ate ben&jerry's at vivo and camwhored with HA's cam:D
okay,i'm going to Thailand,Bangkok with Yu qi and yeah,i want JAPAN but ): so anyway thanks R for comforting me.you rock my clean socks ,dude.woooooooh,i love my friends.
yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.e-learning in one week,and emp-oreo suggested wii at her house during march hols.:D :D :D :D :D

♥thanks for making me happy,hanayohikuzo.(: i love you too.missing you today,hope you get well,okay?
thanks for all the valentines' gifts! :D and the also not valentines gifts.so sweet of you.i love my hanayohikuzo

oooooh.

2009-02-24T22:25:00.005+08:00

Me during IED,was boreeeed last week.wanted to sleep:D

Me and Rach sunshine during chinese lesson and my Nan Hua Senior teaching about jc and poly.

what a nice photographic angle taken by me,of course:D

pearly and my arm during IED,BOREEEED.

rach took her "hi!" hand during Edna Mode's lesson with my phone.

PHOTOS i really dont know what to type.but i am already,haha:D

oh right,rach is my laughing sunshine:D :D

yay.chem open book test,thanks to Xing Chi,i got 21!

but i failed amaths:D i wannnaa drop it okay.

IED so fun,our group was praised by ms Dora Ho again.

she loves us man,is it cause of me?haha:D

but yeah then camwhored with our group-C.P.O.S.T !

hmmm.okay wanna sleep soon and dream about...

haha yeah GOOD NIGHT(:

marilyn HHHHHHHHHHHH

2009-02-23T21:45:00.002+08:00

please highlight if you can't see cause i'm following the rainbow colours:D
yay.MARILYN.i wrote a letter for you.but can't pass it to you in time):
i want another T.E.A.M wii-ing again.stop winning!yaya but your mario kart dropped.:D i even won you,ahahhhahah.go australia,help me get nougat can?the soft soft ones!thanks(: china princess rocksss my world.
Don't sadsad okay.you got me!just remember,there's always a rainbow to a storm in your life.FLY SAFE AND I"LL WATCH FOR ANY CHINA AIRLINES THAT FLIES UP MY HEAD:D safe journey,i'll be praying for you.hhaha green uniform right?

i love you.

2009-02-23T21:33:00.002+08:00

at around 4.50pm in the afternoon today,a cute little nan hua primary boy asked me this:"you pay $4.oo why you get one drink only?" it's a much longer story to the answer so let's skip it.
:D so cuteee right? which concludes: NAN HUA BOYS ARE CUTE.
except for some,haha.oh he was botak and primary one too,which makes cute factor to 100.i'm not biased okay!i'm not a paedophile also!(:
whoo,everyone so sad about 2F'08 spilt up but i'm like huh? heard some stuffs but...WHY,WHAT,WHO,WHAT,WHEN,HOW?
all the 5ws and 1h pop out.please someone tell me,tricia is lost.needs a compass to guide her:D
so many tests this week.hmm,chemistry,chinese,emaths,socialstudies,physics,amaths.plus IED project about the survey.
HELP ME,ARGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH. D:
btw,i'll be having rainbow colurs for my text colours now,so today starts with green,muy fave colour:D :D :D

happy

2009-02-20T18:59:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMPORIO!<3 this funky pic of you and me,haha hope you like it. :D you make me laugh and everything,you made me happy and sunshiny and crazy and retarded!
you're 15 and OLD .i miss you in class,all the burping times and being retarded together. no present for you,sorry dont know what to get you.APOLOGIEs,BESTIE.okay stop winning mario kart for one time can?
and rayman rabbids,catching up so no more toilet rolls.LOL D;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAHIYA! :D

hello.sorry i got no photo of you and me eh): must camwhore soon.haha,you helped me and shared secrets with me,thanks for believing and trusting me.woah,so old,i'm younger,hahahahhaha.sorry i haven't give you birthday hug,soon,soon,just wait.or you want tickle?CHOOSE:D

haha dont bully my older friend already.

po

2009-02-20T18:24:00.002+08:00

here's a BIG THANK YOU to all those who discouraged me from slashing:D you guys made me realise that i've got good friends like you guys and i shouldn't make you guys worry about me.and thanks Vera,Siti,Rach,Joey and someone else too.oh,randomness yay.
for the past few days i met up with T.E.A.M and wii-ed at emp's house and joey,rach and marilyn to m's house and haha i was the only one laughing.and airtalking): SOCIAL STUDIES,made up my mind.gonnna go for the JAPAN trip for 6 days at Kyushu island.OH YES WAIT JAP HOT GUYS!:D :D :D :D :D :D :D .
wrote this poem :
You gave me light when i was in the darkness,
You shared hope when i was down,
You blew laughter when i was about to cry,
And most of all,
You loved me when i was not perfect.
;D this is for you.

yo

2009-02-16T22:21:00.002+08:00

i think i'm on the verge of cutting myself already.sighs.WHY I KEEP SIGHING? oh no.thanks rach,for hearing my cries and tears(:
i got cheered up thanks to english period;dont know why,maybe cause of the feather duster.anyway,yay.oh,right haha thanks xing chi for the tissue,so nice.thanks for all those cheering up notes; Yu qi said i was the best,haha like DUH!it's tricia you know.okay,i felt really down today,cried but i just feel like taking penknife.today made my life a whole lot worse and thanks rach again for understanding :D you're the bestest.everyting's falling downwards.

i love you.

2009-02-14T17:50:00.003+08:00

btw,that is called toothpaste.i eat toothpaste:D GREEN TOOTHPASTE.haha

what is love? today had care team at Mag's house,read about loving God and played jenga(truth or dare).i had to wear my shirt inside out ;D

yeah,so HAPPY VALENTINES!:D

my life sucks,all my friends.sighs.
only some i truly consider bestests!:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACQUELYN!
thanks jac,for always being there when i need you.

or when at times i feel really down,you'll always help me and laugh with me.i'll always remember our primary school memories with zih wei too:D

you helped me when others abandoned me.thank you,i trust you,my truly dear friend(: hah June hols watch movie,camwhore,neoprints with wei zhen,zih wei,joyce and jia wei plus me and you= wztjcube.haha,i cant wait!

yay,received a rose:D someone gave me & its so nice smelling,got peerfume?i dont know.i love it.thanks for your shoulder(:

hello

2009-02-13T21:25:00.002+08:00

yello.i just wanna drain myself in cow dung.i've never felt so down ever since my heart hurt really bad.
i feel like i cant belong in MET anymore.you guys were just talking stuffs and i felt really...out.thanks,i dont understand you guys,who said" no secrets in clique'?
i know i shouldn't have acted the way i did even when surrounded with people.i know i shouldn't have cried or feel sad but i couldn't help it.
since young,i've never had good friendships for long.
the first friendship problem i had: primary 1,my classmates hated me cause i was a christian.and in primary school,most of my friends always abandoned me and never really liked me cause i was ugly.
since then,i've never had good-long-enough friendships only METH and i thought you guys were the friends i didnt have in my whole life but i guess i was wrong.
i do have family problems but about you guys secrets,it just made me felt worse.am i cursed with a life full of sadness and problems?
all i wanted was a life of happiness but i'm sorry i'm not living a wonderful life.

sick shitzes.

2009-02-12T13:37:00.002+08:00

welcome to crazy land where everyone has candy in hand and jumps at any random feeling of theirs:D
i wannnananannanannaknannanannananaanannanannananananananna hello.
i'm sick and at home.just went to the doc's and got MC.YAY:D
problem cleared then got to eat at somewhere haha.
i'm not thinking about the brother now,now i'm thinking about headaches!
it's freaking pain like a you can just faint ,kinda headache.
SADSAD :today i could have gave the valentines gifts and sweeeeets and YU Qi's bday prezzzie!
boohoo but what am i doing?AT HOME,typing now.Ting Ting,my dearest neighbour and friend is coming to my house to gimme my markers,graph paper and homework.yay.or noyay.

yesterday i went to frolicks with emp.actually supposed to go with bridget and yu qi but they cant):
we ate at subway.frolicks:the badge didnt restock!(sad face again)
party city;valentines gifts.-------THEN we camwhored in the toilet at cold storage Jelita,how crazy! and we put our tattoos:emp's ELMO & me'COOKIE MONSTER.so cool right?wanted big bird but not niceee.then she showed me edward cullen book!how WOW.
the pics are with emp.
for some reason;i feel like kissing pikachu.cause i'm thinking about pokemon now.i'm not yet retarded.i guess this is what you type when youre sick?

ellos.

2009-02-09T22:17:00.002+08:00

i live a life full of sweets:D
i wanna collect the most vintage-st sweet in the world.so COOL.
i'm so boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeed.i could die of bored-ism.
crap,i wannna brother.lately,small misfits,its just so dumb.
sighs,when will my sis ever grow up? i wish on the moon that i was from south africa cause the people there are so care-free and nothing makes them sad.they are always so happy:D
shhesh:today): amaths -so fast,i cant keep up!
emaths- so crazy!
CL -makes me wanna sleep
LS - mascots are like a ethnic dude!
yay got my key locker today .

mamma mia.

2009-02-08T15:13:00.003+08:00

What is wrong with me these days?
hmm.i think hyperactive gel are mega outrageous and contagious.
ZOMG. i love edna mode.she's just so cute and she reminds me of
EDNA MODE.hahahaha.amaths quiz-didn't even learn.think i'ma gonna fail):
well i really hate my life except for my friends of course.i really feel like breaking down and cry but i just cant.i want a shoulder to lean on.its just so frustrating, my hanayohikuzo,thanks for lending your shoulder.
i just..i just wanna scream out loud! i'm so angry with myself .sometimes i wished i had a brother instead of sisters.i knew it,one stupid conflict and BOOM! the emotions flow.
i dont wanna hurt myself but i cant take it anymore.
i'm hyper outside but my heart is hurting.
the tears flow and i listen to my ipod shuffle.scream"i cant take it."
i want a brother.hopefully i have a long lost brother from south africa.

wannna hide

2009-01-30T13:46:00.005+08:00

SICKSICKSICKSICKSICKSICKSICKSICK TODAY.
i had headache and slight flu today which i had an MC!
so super happy.it felt like a Saturday to me maybe cause i didn't go school?
anyway you know i sort of half wanted to come school,half not.
but i am so sad i want to drown myself and haha Nigel i got like four packs of sweets.
sorry that i couldn't supply you sweets...
well,I'm like the so called 3f sweet supplier.that's cool and yesterday was really funny
cause we had emaths test and after doing all the paper i laid my head to rest and mdm haliza called me up and i looked up CHEWING GUM IN HER FACE.LOL.
.she just warned me and hahahhahahaha.i didnt know nigel was laughing cause of that i thought it was cause of clarence's voice.how RETARDED OF ME :D
Then was collecting test papers back and Abram was caught changing his answer so he freaked out,even passing to me the CMF FILE
.like,really funny to see his face,so terrified of mdm haliza.

CHEMISTRY,aka edna mode's lesson.
i am superly grateful to my auntie who passed me the chemistry key points book.it was a great help in doing my homework.and during lesson,
edna mode was like"who can define chromatography?"
i said,looking down at the answer book"......blahblah is to seperate two solvents....blahbla."
and nigel was like"Tricia dont act lah"
and he later answered a question by edna mode from the book.so LOL and LMAO.
.hhaha and then at doing chem tworkbook,i sat with rach,syikin,sheenaz and nithya.
we started playing "shoot,shag or marry" cause clarence was like giving us three names.
so the mood for ssm started.
the choices were kinda medium,not so bad but okay.

oh,i hope my el group does well for presentation.
listen upppp;TAGGGGGGGGGGGGG REPLIESSSSS;.please scroll down.

LIJUN: thanks,gan jie:D i'll be strong in faith and i know i can
count on you to talk to anytime.thanks for lending a shoulder haha but you should cheer up too.

ZAHIYA: noo.its gonna be EDWARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TRAITOR!!!!!!!!!!!hahah

RACH YEO: thanks(:

MARILYN: i dont know,uhhh,you miss me?i cant talk to you anymore.
youre not the old and hyper marilyn that i remember who would
play mario kart wii and rayman like so good
it hurts to know you treat me like i'm a standby friend.i want the hyper marilyn .

JUNYUAN: yeah thanks for helping me btw.:D

DEBBIE: relinked.

VL: hah,really?i dont see that halo on top your head!

RACH YEO: funny?the pis were suppposed to look fab and nice
cause i'm in it.hahahah.jkjkjkjk!love ya honey one.

GILLIAN: hello?edward cullen is so hot and handsome
,who wouldn't be crazy about him except you.
but you prefer robbie or dave laugh who speaks so
"Would you like a cup of tea?" and britishshshhshshsh.
haha gillian loves english men,wow.

JOEY: yessss,i got it,its so freakin round:D hahha i love camwhoring with you.
\must take 196 again together mamxzxz!

RACH YEO: yes?honeh one!loves

VL :D : nerds are your friends,vera.
you cant disown them you know.you are what your friends are.
i'm so sorry but youre not cooler that nerds,ohhh,dont cry,hahahha jkjkkjk!

HUIMIN: thanks for relllinking me you're missed(:

VL :D : um vera why would i want to give you an ang pao?you have many answers.

GILLIAN: yes madam.it's all updated happy? hahah edward cullen is still hot FULLSTOP.

done the tags replies are done.woohoo i can sleep now i just took my green and white
and hot pink and white medicine;there's three btw.
getting drowsy.okay gtg;;

I LOVE WHITE AND GREEN MEDICINE WITH A PEPSI.
jkjkjkjkkjkjkjkjkkjkjkjkjkkjkjkkjkkjkjkjkjkjjkjkjkkjjjkjk
kjkjjkkjkjkjjkjkjjkjkjkjkjkjkkjkjjjkjkkjkjkkjkjkjkjkjkkjkjkjk.
i want my old friend/i want to eat medicines.i''m not crazy.

tagboard.

2009-01-19T17:53:00.002+08:00

wow.my tagboard is actually piling up.so,i'm gonna reply to all taggers:D
today was like so sian,cause me and yu qi couldn't find our class after we came back from toilet then walk from the first floor to fourth .in the end,we came for like 10 minutes and never got booked.haha emaths rep show really good actions(: haha jkjkjk .i'm so random today!!!need to see a doctor soon,i guess.

To Marilyn(check older messages,scroll): YES,IMY TOO:D
Zahiya(check older messages): yes.zahiya,i agree!!!
*oops.will update soon for the tag replies.:D
urgent.gootta go.woah,typo!

the frolicks marathon

2009-01-17T18:16:00.004+08:00

i love friday! friday aft school i went to subway club at subway,the holland village branch(managed to get there with the help of Theon) and then all three of us, joey-emporio-ms randomness shared a large size drink together but of course different straws(: at that time,we talked about our classes and i joined emporio's retard club,haha how retarded is that? i am THE RETARDED RETARD and emp is THE RETARD.plus crystal and vera but i dont know their retard nicks.yay,i'm looking forward to our club's retarded outing soon.ooooh.
here comes the part.went to frolicks to redeem my cup B frolicks voucher so i added the flintstones cereal topping.

TODAY's swayness:finally.

guess what?i had to go to the RC to collect my scholarship award for last year's performance.so happy.i'm smiling btw.
ok I"M VERY SWAY cause we had to wait for the guest-of -honour to arrive then i was seated beside two ACS(I) guys and they started talking.i was between the two of them.i am sway bacause the left guy has really bad breath and he has to face his right to talk to his friend.
i am sway because the right guy breathes really loud and most of the time the air "haaah" is like wind which brushes through my hand and he has to face his left. dont worry,i have recovered(:

photos talk meh

2009-01-17T17:39:00.003+08:00

the photos will talk so there ain't a need for me to say anything:D
haha LOL. these pics are from Thursday aft school.
the laughers: ME,CHEVRON,EMPORIO and JOEY!
mega fun non-stop laughter at IKEA,Queensway and back to school.
was laughing until stomach pain.

nowadays we have really alot of homework and there are times i wish i had really enjoyed my sec two life.but yeah with my friends,there ain't no moving back cause they encourage me somehow.next post i will talk about my absolute swayness today.
thanks for making my life so wonderful(: i can move on in life because you gave me hope.you're my mega fun hyper partner,i love you,my bf,my hanayohikuzo.

love

2009-01-13T20:56:00.003+08:00

hellooooooooo . i wish through train stream had f&N,so unfair):
just inserted my fave song:check yes juliet-The Kings on my ipod.
i'm just mega happy,i dont know why.i want to find a hyper partner!
so we can scream and jump all at the same time plus laughing too!
but i found my partner and it's so fun jumpin' with _______.
not saying out loud,only my honeys(zero,one) and some other trustable pals of my own. IED.so fun during group work: I WANT I WANT,wang wang,the biscuit. i'm so random today,laugh with you,you kill alll my sorrows.today,ahh,so million tests coming up,tricia needs to studystudystudystudy! i was like totally stoning or daydreaming during chinese then mr Kwa caught me two times): during chem,ms thio was so not good at making her lessons not boring cause i fell asleep on my table she still talk,more sleep! haha:D i gtg,sleep so tmr can concentarte(: need all the energy ahhhhhhhhh.

bada-bing,bada-boom.

2009-01-11T17:44:00.003+08:00

I FEEL LIKE CRYING.
DROP AND CRY NON-STOP.

go to http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x6315y_child-labor-make-it-stop_news and watch a child labor video.

i love my hanayohikuzo.i got 3honeys,hahahha.alot of hw,bazooookas):

ohoh,gtg.i cried watching that video,okay.

helloooooooo

2009-01-06T21:31:00.003+08:00

third day...
WAS SO HOMEWORK-Y!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but,i guess thats the sec three huh? its so not relaxed):
sighs,right now i'm doing amaths,just did zuo ye and much more homework (that the classes are not tomorrow) i have yet to complete.
the drama short list on Hamlet for syf.i dont think i'll get selected so anyway i dont mind doing backstage again:D
i read a couple of people's blog,they are all so determined to work hard for this year and i'm gonna too.i target to get no less than b3 for a subject this year or i'll bang my head into the wall simultaneously.haha!(:
PONYO,PONYO.PONYO.so mega superly cute!
new spectacles : black. oh man.i miss hanoyahikuzo.mega miss you!
[hanoyahikuzo aka anonymous.] oops,gttg.
bye,good luck with the sec three load:D

triciaaaaaa says" to be or not to be;that is the question.lol."

crazayyyye.

2009-01-03T17:06:00.002+08:00

MISS UHHUH RANDOMNESS HERE.

inserting every cd i can find into my itunes now,meanwhile i'm playing very saddistic games like viva capula(you have to kill everyone) or something.
haha,but i'm not saddistic ,okay.ooh yeah,first day of school in '09.
kinda sucked that emporio weren't in the same class as me and our teacher is ..well,she is super nice.no complaints about her.haha:D whoo,talking with yu qi and syikin can go for super longggggggg until your saliva runs out.okay i'm disgusting,BLEAGH.its maybe cause we clique,i guess.thinking about whether to hang out with that someone but trying to hope not to repeat my mistake in sec one,that major disaster.so i'm not gonna bring myself to the hole,again,seriously.i think that rainbows are a beautiful thing,they portray the personalities of people in every shade.
overall first day: was boring,fullstop. haha:D but yeah thank God i didn't bring books cause rachel told me or i'll bang myself to the wall.
CRAPPPPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZZZZZZZZZZZZZ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
i made up this observation when i was dont-know-how-old-at-around-five:
FORKS ARE BOYS cause they're not wearing skirts.
SPOONS ARE GIRLS cause they look like they're wearing skirts.
these facts are absolutely copyrighted©'09.
(:

TRICIAAAAAAAA says "the chendol was tooooo sweet!"

hellooo

2009-01-01T09:28:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR,EVERYONE!
ugh,tomorrow is officially the first day of school and i'm sec three:D
haha so anyways,i saw my timetable but still cant figure out who is my form teacher.
have to pack my bag tonight,hope i fall sick though.
i saw the fireworks last night at 12am,1 january'09.
quite cool,actually.
:D okay i gotta eat chendol now or sushi.
hmm,last night ate sukiyaki stemboat,mm..today too!
i love japan. at adultswim.com now(:
ciao,people.

bada-bing,bada-boom.

2008-12-31T17:21:00.004+08:00

check out: this freaky teeth figure.

was watching water boys 2 on youtube!!!

my green ipod shuffle that i was saving for months,YAY!!!

with that trademark T on it:D

green,yellow,orange,pink,blue: PEACE colours on my hand.

spongebob squarepants candies on the ornament on christmas tree.

Cute,eh?

Upwords on christmas,family thing(: haha,cool picture angle huh?

RAINBOW CAREBEAR: PINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

frosty the snowmen on the christmas tree,i picked it:D

twilight when it first appeared on straits time; 18 december 2008.

the ticket when i watched twilight with emporio.

i hope the pictures were detailed enough,haha,okay i gtg.

school in two days and i just saw the timetable.new teachers to listen to.

less level one aircon rooms): booHOO. school,please wait a while longer,i'm starting to enjoy my holidays!ugh.

TRICIAAAAAAAAAAA will now officially say "i didn't do well for drama audition yesterday."

crazeeets

2008-12-30T12:39:00.002+08:00

Argh,i dont feel like blogging nowadays.but anyway i just hope today's syf cast audition would be great cuase i'm really nervous.been practising the lesson notes ms kee our instructor gave us yesterday.
oh in a few days time,i'm officially,secondary three,UPPER SEC:D
yay.okay i gtg,drama's starting at 2.
watched angus,thongs and perfect snogging with gillian.FUNNY,robbie is hot.AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.okay

twilight:D

2008-12-26T12:35:00.001+08:00

2008-12-26T12:13:00.003+08:00

why must edward cullen and koike teppei must be so hot?
oh but these questions will never be answered:D
watching twilight has actually made me wondered what would life be like if everyone in the world were vampires...
everyone would have powers,suck blood.
my daily dos:watch seven o'clock show and little nyonya on channel eight.
plus on fridays,watch ghost whisperer then tuesdays,CSI.
tomorrow is twilight AGAIN:D
with gillian and Mel,i cant wait.
hahahah.i'm TRICIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
yesterday's christmas i couldn't wait to open prezzies then we spent the whole afternoon playing Upwords,Cluedo,World Safari.
yayyaayayayyayyayayayayayi love edward cullen bigggg time.

mc.

2008-12-25T17:07:00.002+08:00

* MERRY CHRISTMAS,
EVERYONE!!!! :D *

TRICIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

EDWARD CULLEN,MARRY ME!

2008-12-23T18:31:00.005+08:00

i just watched twilight a few hours ago and as i'm typing,i'm holding the twilight movie ticket:D i love edward cullen!
he is just so HOT,how can anyone resist the fact that he acts really really good? i WANT TO BE A VAMPIRE.
watching twilight with emporio today was so F-U-N.
we took mega loads of pics but it's with her so yeah i cant upload.
i cant wait to watch new moon!
anyone got the soundtrack?send to me by bluetooth!
catch a bite.what can i say?
i'm in love with edward cullen!

excitement unveils

2008-12-22T15:55:00.003+08:00

everyday i get super hyped up about the littlest of things.
but tomorrow is not little,meeting emp to watch twilight.
i love edward cullen
repeat time one million times.
today's gonna be a super busy one.watching twilight tomorrow and saturday with diff friens.
then sunday meet relatives.
fridayy maybe watch yes man.and christmas,log cake.
oh no.
someone slap me.haha cause i did something i shouldn't have done.
i actually talked to HIM(someone only my close friends will know).
on the phone.i talked to him on the phone!
when i did actually hurt him,i'm feeling so bad.
i mean i love him,a lot.cause we broke up...):

twilight wait for me on 22

2008-12-20T15:41:00.002+08:00

yay:D
how much to express the joy that i'm watching twilight on the 22nd
with emporio!
yayyyyyyy,cant wait.this blogskin's cool right?
uhhuh,i love robots so yeah.looks like the movie i-robots doesn't change my love for robots cause watching chunks of episodes of futurama increases it.ohhh,bender is tha best.
random.sending christmas cards to four very best friends of mine.

tomorrowwww.....

2008-12-17T14:22:00.003+08:00

give it up people cause twilight's coming to town:D
yessss,i'm screaming till my lungs fall out and jumping till bones break!!!
i WANNNA SCREAMMMMM!!!!
I WANNNA JUMPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!
CAUSE TWILIGHT"S HERE!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHH!!!!
holidays for me:boring):
i wanna make chocolate chip soon:D
yayyyyys.
i love edward cullen.
♥i'm not lying when i say that you're in my heart.

hey,say,JUMPPP!!!

2008-12-10T09:48:00.002+08:00

ahhh,i was just watching a walk to remember on youtube,and it's so sad i cried.it's so touching!if only she hadn't had to die...she would have went on with him.i want to jumppppp!!!
ohno,i'm too hyperr:D twilight:8 days more.
went christmas shopping a few days ago at Takashimaya,checked out Kino but Midnight Sun is not out yet.
still waiting.for a miracle.
the miracle to find someone who i can be with,trukly and forever.is love real?
TRICIAHHH.
{still jumppping}

dream:the perfect one.

2008-12-03T11:39:00.003+08:00

about a month ago,i had this dream(that i couildn't forget up till now) :
i was in a bus and there were my friends and all kinds of people from this school i was in (in Japan) and i was seating with my two other schoolmates in ONE seat and i was talking to my best friend in the bus.Then,all of a sudden ,the teacher just asked everybody to move seats and thankfully my friend was just moved to another seat just directly left of me so we still could talk and we were like"phew".
but.the teacher asked my friend to move again to make all seats alternate,(man,what a weird teacher in the dream)and woww,when i went to look my friend i could not find her at all! but this really handsome guy turned out to have moved to the seat where my friend was in when she was talking to me and AHH(thank the teacher).we talked alot and to make a long story short-we kissed in the end..what a really nice jap school dream bus experience:D

i love my dreams and psst..i sleep talk.
haha,TRICIAA.

wheeepee: GROUNDED,AGAIN.

2008-12-02T17:49:00.002+08:00

WHY I WOULD NEVER,EVER,EVER WANT TO LIVE IN TELOK BLANGAH:
1)the neighbours are total busybodys and evil craps
2)dirty and muddy carparks.
3)too quiet.

you know,just a few days ago i went to my grandpa's home in telok blangah and to clean up his super-ly alot-of-things-house.
there were in total around 11-12 black fat-filled garbage bags in the end.
while we were carrying the bags out of the house to the back of the block,
the neighbours were outside their houses and smiling.
what kinda lovely sweet neighbour does that?
and they were asking for the up and tenth time if my grandpa was shifting /moving out and SMILING.yeah understand the evil crap part.
so after the answers to the question came in,the gossiping and murmurs went to ears and out of mouths.
when going back,i stepped on the carpark and oh,no!
my dad's leg floor had mud.
okay now that's why:i lived in telok blangah when i was a baby!

anyway yeah and i'm grounded again.
for like a week!so i cant go to the band concert,that really sucks):

twilight:16 more days.
ciao.sayonara.buh-byee!
TRICIAAA!
~~imy,plus the whole day of movie marathons.~~

it's called jungle love.

2008-11-29T14:06:00.002+08:00

SOUTH AFRICA.
it's filled with tigers and lions and elephants and beautiful zebras,
it's a natural rain forest and i love it.
call me jungle girl but it's really magnificent.
i wish i had my sony ericsson phone so that i could upload the pics and let you see.
i want to spend a month living in the jungle to see tarzan(maybe) and wake up every morning hugging a tiger cub.
but bodyguards had to surround you everywhere you go though.
and because of south africa i couldn't go to the 2nd class party of the year,sadly.
i want to know how it went though):
yeah.my home's christmas tree is up and dazzling and i even added this really cute and fluffy snowmen on the tree,it's mineee!!!
i want to sleep with it.yes,of course.
TWILIGHT:19 more days.
TRICIAAAAAHHHHH
i LOVE the jungle and EDWARD CULLEN.
~~i would want to spend a day with you,gazing at stars and watching spongebob squarepants reruns.~~

HOME-IN holidays

2008-11-24T11:07:00.003+08:00

my holidays so far has been like this:
grounded-nism.x-files.youtube.gilmore girls.
twisities.christmas home decorations.library books{mangas,comics}.
jumping for twilight to come here.more jumping.more x-files.the channel 8 seven o'clock and nine shows.japanese ice cream.jump.wii.shaman king on gba.pokemon.koike teppei and edward cullen hot bods.
yep.that's how my break went so FAAR..
days at home are getting boring-er and boring-er-er.HAHA:D
Vera's going to japan for the band exchange thingy and she's getting for me koike teppei's stuff! YAY!
24 more days till twilight reaches hereee! next movie: NEW MOON!:D
gotta jump moreee.
I LOVE KOIKE TEPPEI & EDWARD CULLEN.

extraextra FUN!

2008-11-20T12:18:00.002+08:00

wow,yesterday at Emp's house was really F-U-N!
we played wii and monopoly:D plus her home's food,it was great.
talking about our families,we did loads of stuff,even taking cam shots too!
haha and she was so funny,she kept going to jail during monopoly but thanks to GO money,she survived.i wish we are still in the same class next year.
but it's impossible.anyway,i really miss her and marilyn too!
BTW.i managed to get twilight's extended trailer,YAYNESS.
i'll upload it,and you'll know EDWARD CULLEN IS HOTHOTHOT!!!
playing neopets..nothing to do.i was so lucky,won the fruit machine and tombola,so happy!gonna watch water boys 2,a hot jap guy is in it,he is koike teppei!

yay,tomorrow is wii fever:D

2008-11-18T11:10:00.002+08:00

WOOHOO:D
at this time tomorrow i would be at emp's house wii-ing!
yepp,i cant wait.
my dad ungrounded me recently so i was able to do just that(:
okay lets see,today i was so happy cause i went crazy when i saw edward's name in today's paper!i was like,yeah,TWILIGHT!
haha but today's gonna be sucky cause for some major reasons.
anyway,i love edward cullen:D
he is the hot hunk,obviously.christmas is coming so i cant wait too!
TURKEY..mmhmm.christmas'time,i love it!oh yeah i have been accepted to study IED,hope its not that hard though.
yay,emp,tmr is wii-wii time,bring it on cause i wanna win you in mario kart and cooking mama:D
haha okay i gotta run.
TRICIAAAAAHHHH.

LET's go to ISLAND ESME:D

2008-11-13T14:55:00.002+08:00

welll,i mean i know edward cullen in the twilight movie isn't exactly very handsome and hot like in the book.BUT I WANT THE EDWARD CULLEN IN THE BOOK.
THE edward culen in the book is the one i'm going bonkers for.and THE one i keep saying hothothot.yes,THAT edward cullen,please marry me!
:D ! oh yeah,do read my title.ISLAND ESME,thats what i'm talking about!PARADISE.
i wish i had the WANT WANT CRACKERS now so i can write under the word want want,EDWARD CULLEN .yes,forgive me,i love edward cullen.haha:D
well,i love someone in my life but he's not edward cullen. bahaha,i wish!
the top ten guys in my dream world i'd really marry:
1)Koike Teppei
2)Edward Cullen
3)---------!not telling.
4)Jacob Black
5)sesshomaru
6)that black hair guy in hitman reborn,
7)luke brandon in shopaholic.
8)
9)
10)

WHOOPIZITES.
i stopped at eight,i really cant think.mind block i guess!
haha,so i need some answers!
TAG FOR WHO YOU THINK SHOULD BE AT 8,9,10!!!
haha,thanks for tagging:D

EDWARD CULLEN,MARRY ME!

2008-11-12T18:19:00.003+08:00

i want edward cullen!uhh,yeah.why is it that S'pore is so slow in movies?
USA release of twilight is a few days from now and...s'pore?
December 18.crapizites.ugh,have to wait):
for the past hours of today,i have been playing Shaman King on my sister's game boy advance,like YAY:D
or finally.she was happy enough to lend me.
and just for your info,i am GROUNDED.
what can i say?all thanks to holiday hw,my dad wants me to complete it and
do the test with great flying marks.yeah,grounded,you can say that again(:
oh,yeah..the link to twilight's official site: www.thetwilightsaga.com

more bloodpool,click this.

2008-11-10T14:37:00.003+08:00

twilight.is coming out this holidays in december 18.

argh,please,i cant wait to see edward on screen.

yessss,or jacob.whatever,they are both hothot:D

i got the wallpapers from bellaandedward.com .

gonna grab more.the countdown widget on my last post was the USA release of the twilight movie.

anyway,i've been having a super angry mood on someone.

what is friends?

is it putting someone on the thousandth of your priority list?

saying you;d call but never?

would not even spare a freaking moment for your friend?

yeah,i think you've guessed.

i used to trust you,now i dont.

BTW,click the title to the link on twilight's official web.

vampire craves.

2008-11-10T13:47:00.001+08:00

slowly i count the minutes of boredom

2008-11-07T13:44:00.003+08:00

i'm doing joey's blog questions,uhh,okay here goes.
1. Do you eat alot of fast food?
no,only about five times a month.
2. Have you kissed anyone in 2008?
uhh.maybe,maybe not.
3.Were you happy when you woke up today?
yeah,was so happy i wanted to go back to sleep.
4. What did you last get sad about?
about not having enough savings to watch movie.
5.Do you eat candy on a daily basis?
DUH,candy girl here:D
6. What about in your 5th sent messages?
telling yunxin i reached school.
7. Who was the last person you ate with?
my dad.
8. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
me and emp.
9. When ordering sushi , what do you get?
tuna,egg and eel sushi or any exotic ones.
10. Who was the last person that you sat next to ?
my dad.
11. What were you doing at 10 am?
reading breaking dawn.
12. Have you changed alot since summer?
yes,emotionally too.
13. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
bandung.
14. Where is the place you want to be right now?
emp's house to play wii.
15. When was the last time you cried?
just this morning.
16. What's your favourite song?
cant decide,too many faves.
17. What were you doing at 11 last night?
just finished watching ugly betty.
18. who is near you?
God.
19. What were you doing at 5 am in the morning?
having a sweet sleep,maybe sleep-talking.
20. What's bothering you right now?
homework given even during holidays.
21. Who was the last person to talk to you on the phone?
yunxin.
22. Whose house did you last go to?
uhh,relatives's.
23. Who honestly knows everything about you?
emporio.
24. Who had once broken your heart?
so not telling.
25. Honestly , do you love someone very much?
yeah.
26. Who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
my sister.
27. Are you still friends with the last person you kissed?
yes.
28. Are there any parts of your body that hurts?
my neck.
29. In the supermarket , the first thing that gets your attention are?
candies,ice cream,especially japanese ones.
30. Drugs are?
the green apple candy.
31. Who do you hate the most?
no one in particular but dislikes.
32. How cool do you think you are?
normal.
33. Who was the first person that text you today?
li jun.
34. What was the first thing that you did this morning?
read breaking dawn.
35. Who was your last missed call on your cellphone?
some unknown number.
36. What is the last mistake that you made?
eating that so-not-sweet-watermelon as dessert.
37 . What are you listening to right now?
fall for you-secondhand serenade
38. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
zhe hui.
39. Who was the last person to call you?
some unknown person.
40. Is there anything you want to say to someone special?
yes."i cant bring myself to tell you how much i love you."

Finally.
i've done finish the unending questions.
still waiting for emp's call to confirm our schedule about holidays.
sick and tired of this boredom,coped up doing maths.
wish someone can ask me out too.
but wait i want to read breaking dawn too.
uh,priorities.yeah.

i wanna be a vampire;D

2008-11-05T15:58:00.004+08:00

yesterday was so exciting,there were smiles in the air and wet water splashing or people being pushed in the water as the waves flung back and forth into the sand,erasing evidences of footsteps.
i loved the sun's reflection in the water as the rain was dried thirsty.
i loved the laughter of everyone being together,the unity and strength ascending.(:
And,above all,i loved the last moment that we were together.
cherishing the moments,breathing in the air.
i spent my time in sentosa yesterday with nithya and zahiya and han nian for the first few hours skating,cycling,well,sorta.
then walked in the beach.
i got the CANDY GIRL AWARD :D
haha,here goes"this award goes to the candy girl.she always gives out sweets in class,like she's the candy supplier in our class.She;s changed over the years,she's emporio's best friend too."
yeah,it's me.
i loved everything,the happiness.
ah,and WOAH to the party planners, EMP AMA NIGEL JUNYUAN ZHE HUI,nice planning.

minutes past,i'm screaming,in my sleep.
i would never want to dream about it again.
but then the dreams fade to a nicer thinking.
i'm a vampire,newborn with a gift.
;Dyes,i know,i cant wait for twilight to just go to the popcorns.
okay.TRICIAAHHH,fangs out.

btw.

2008-11-03T18:28:00.000+08:00

uhhh,note.please navigate with the photos on top.
thanks:D

whats love

2008-11-03T17:43:00.003+08:00

wheres all the happiness and joy in the air?
gone,crushed.
why?
because 2f is separated,like its TWO-EFF,you know.
ugh,sobs.
anyway,tomorrow is the super duper last class party so must be hyped up and hyper for that day,all yeah.
everything is not exactly planned out for my holiday,yet.
i'm kinda excited for tomorrow,WOW.
haha,changed the skin,hope its great for the eyes though,i love it so hope you love it too.
i mean i kinda got sick of the olde one.
cause its olde,haha,yeah.
train pokemon note:D

sentosa,hello.
pokemon,wait pikachu.
triciaaaa,out.

heeeeeee.

2008-10-31T20:25:00.002+08:00

take a trip down east coast park and sweatsweatsweat:D
uh went to ECP and skatedlike so F-U-N(:
yay.then i almost fell down,oh,bedok jetty so windy and chilly,AWESOME YAYNESS.
happy halloween btw!:D
thanks to all who helped me during skating:D
i got the class results!i managed to get into 3Ffffff,YAY.
and course one too,so happy.now i'm gonna eat japanese ice cream.
uh and accompany my parents watch bao qing tian show.
hahah,yeah,i know!ice cream crave<3.

TRICIAAAAAAHHHH,ciao.
3fff'08.

TRICIAAAAAh

2008-10-29T20:19:00.003+08:00

the days pass,yeah woohoo(:
i keep jumping nonstop nowadays,even at home i'd play pokemon on my game boy!i know its SO OLD but vintage haaha.these days,the inline skate fever is on:D yup,i skate but i'm not that good at it,i keep falling or losing my balance.yay,friday at ECP to skate,woahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
oh and today watched HSM3,quite nice and romantic but it's like almost every scene they sing,like so irritating !
haha,now the cravings.

My Cravings.

1)GO SOUTH AFRICA.
2)read breaking dawn and midnight sun finish.
3)watch twilight movie.
4)watch the coffin.
5)wii with emporio.
6)meet koike teppei.

end,the twilight fever is making me high:D

woahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.:D

2008-10-23T17:23:00.004+08:00

2F WON MODEL CLASS AWARD:D

at first i wasn't that excited about it then when i went home,i started screaming"AHH!" i know,my reaction is super super slow(:

reading marilyn's blog,i felt like crying,2FFF):

i remember when we always sang everyone's birthday song on their birthdays.And when during chinese class,my phone rang and they all covered up for me:D

haha,then during camp everyone was like "AWESOME!"

ohhh,memories!:D

andd...cause wang lao shi said CIMF when she meant CMF then everyone kept following her,saying"CIMF"

then always play chop,chilli chop or who what huh then got penalty,

wow,time really flies,we bonded so much throughout the year,

if only time could really stop!):

haha,and still remember everyone protested against history test xD

and that will probably be the last time will be as a class like that,cause next year everyone will go diff paths,emp is even leaving):

i guess we must really cherish 4th november 08,cause it'll be the last.

as much as i hate to say it,the year is really closing!

but i know 2f will forever live in our hearts,no matter where we are,anywhere and anytime.

"boo" to time!

why must it always end so fast when we're having such great time?

anyway,today,so sian,the emergency thingy,i almost suffocated manxz!
everyone was sweating like crazyyy!
then hilary gave me rose,so sweet of her:D
got drama,vocal articulation class,not fun okay!
i almost fell asleep D;
went back home with joey and nabila,must jiayou and work hard for s2e,nabila:D
i support you as always.
tomorrow got 2hrs of maths,sosososo borrrring):
inline skating in few days time,so FUN,cant wait!!

ﾉﾆﾂﾗﾉ;♥;2F'08.
TRICIAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,ciao.

gone asstray.

2008-10-22T14:19:00.003+08:00

good morning,你好，selamat pagi,ohio gozaiyamasteﾗｸﾆﾗｷﾗﾂﾁﾆﾝﾁﾓﾁﾄｶｲ,gu morn,guten morten.
i know it's not morning but haha just showing my language skills,LOL :D
TRICIAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
randomness fills my whole head.
i just made the biggest mistake in my entire life,falling for you when i realised the truth?whoawhoa,i cant believe i'd fallen for you and turn out to be disgusted by you?
*BANGS HEAD ON THE WALL*
bang,bang.bang!
yesterday(w.
translation:yesterday(21 octoberrrr'08)
me and emp and hilary did a clique handshake,to make up for past misunderstandings but OHH.few periods after making up and someone complaining about negleting friends and ditching,turns up to flirt and neglects her friend.so face the crap,dude,practice what you complained!or whatever.
i know it's never gonna end,you're you,no matter what happens you've got that sucky attituide and what,next year i'm stuck.with you.oh,so lucky,yeah right...
*KICKS LEGS INTO AIR*
kick,kick...kick):
special THANK YOU to everyone saying me and emp's friendship will surely last to the end of forever:thank youuuu.
you guys are remembered(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RACHEL YEO!
sorry about this super duper late birthday wish,forgive me!
you'll always be my close friend:D
your encouragement and jokes are embed in my heart,thanks for always encouraging me!
love,love,love,love,love,{LOVE RACHEL:D}
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SITI INDRAA!
hey,dudette,thanks for being a nice friend and for lending me twilight,new moon,eclipse to read.i love you:D.
i wish i could see the world like you did,
like the oceans that paraded around the waves.
ahh,so many things coming up .
-class party on 4 nov:D
*meet emp first.*
-twilight movie on nov 21{watch with gillian,mel.AND.emp too(:}
-whole months of nov and dec to plan on going out with emp.
i cant wait till sunday,cause yang lin's lending me breaking dawn.
yay and double yayness!
cause school ends on thursday,TOMORROW:D
poppopopopopopopopop.POP goes the happiness,
TRICIAAAAAAAHHHHHH's gotta go,ciao,
then.

a great life

2008-10-17T16:55:00.003+08:00

i hope that some things dont change in my crazy,chaotic life!
i hope time will stop!
cause...i dont wanna go to sec three next year,even if i appeal for express,dont know if i'll be able to get through): if i dont get through express,i might never hang out with emporio as often like now):
cause emp's going express!
frustrations,like what the crappp.
my mind is clouded with thoughts that are wild.
i'm having mixed feelings,oh,no!
my BFF,why is it that i do something for you,you dont appreciate it?
i'm not your freakin pet,okay!
wait,get the facts right,you're not my bff anymore.
i take back everything i said,maybe my life wont be so hurt without you.
cause i dont need someone treating me like some pull-over-friend.
if you dont understand this,get it right.
i wanna go express manxzxz!
or maybe 3f but whatever!i want express!!!!!!!!!
ohohoh,my biggest secret only some people know,people i trust.
i stare at the surroundings,you're not there,i'm sad.
i dont really know how i fell for you but everytime i see your face,i feel like "oh man."
will i ever meet your gaze again?
and every minute after that time,i hope i could see you again.
bigbigbig shush.forget it,you'll never guess and i only reveal to my closest(:
i want the w980 phoneeee!!!
and amalinaaa's getting it soon,it's either ipod or that.
hmmm.what should i take?i cant decide):
till then,i've gotta go,CIAO,people:D
*trip to south africa,i cant waittttt!*

woahhh

2008-10-10T13:27:00.001+08:00

back after a month(:
it's been days since i've been wanting to use my computer!:D
and finally!the exam stress is over too.good luck,everyone,for your results(:
FREEZE.yess,the exam hall has been making me feel like i'm on top of a air-conditioner,it's cooooollddd.haha:D i've been reading twilight series nowadays,so addictive!and,yeah,i wish i could be a vampire too.it would be so cool,but i wouldn't suck people's blood,of course!oh man,it was so addictive,i want ECLIPSE.now,please.the world has been going pretty nice and stuff,from time to time i look up at the clouds and wonder,what if someone was looking out for me?
and i HAVE to get 5As for eoys or i'm dead!oh,sob.life and the world.
romeo&juliet.MAcbeth,why did greed torture your heart?
and then i thought,what is the one thing i would love to undo in my entire life?
i have alot,actually.
1)for not sparing time for God
2)for always thinking about the negative things in life
3)hoping on the impossible
i must admit,i dont spend time to talk to God,which i fully regret.i always think about the negatives,even thinking of ever committing suicide etc.
i used to think i was useless and stupid,i mean,i also used to think life sucked.and,now i correct myself to say,NO,LIFE DOES NOT SUCK.
yeah,i also used to hope against something,like,somethimes,i hoped and it came true:D .i used to do this until i realized something only comes when you earn it,so,i changed.
And thanks to my best friends,friends,church mates,i now say proudly,Life is like the gorgeous sun which rises and sets.
happiness i gained,only when i believed in myself,with extra support from friends(:
i shall name them ,forgive me if i did not add your name.
and some who make me smile.
-emporio,marilyn,hilary.
-melanie,gillian,li yi,nicole.
-li jun
-amalina,chien yee.
-wilson
-Vera(for offering to hear my pain)
-rachel yeo
you guys gave me the strength to move on(:
thank you for never giving up on me:D
life is like an river that never stops flowing,and unless you find a way to cope with the water and flow with it,you will be trapped in the hole.
i'll write testimonials some other time:D
ohohoh.hyperness for freedom(:

2008-09-06T16:13:00.007+08:00

hearts are red, smiles are yellow, happiness is pink, simplicity is black, purity is white,( highlight). love is red, heartbroken is grey.
heartbroken is grey cause its dull and the sad times of a person.
romeo&juliet,i bet they were tested by love.two star-crossed lovers broken by the restriction and hate of two different backgrounds.
you loved me so and then abandoned me like a used doll.you made me smile, and its just a mask.you taught me happiness, then sadness came.
how could i trust you when you seemed so fake?
let me end my sorrow,let me live without you.
this plead i say to you,please end my cry,do it for me.
thats what i'm feeling.
watched wall.e yesterday.oh,yeah! it was about a robot,i'm not gonna be a spoiler so yeahh(: catch it while you can cause its a great show:D
holiday homework is adding a huge huge burden for meD;
and guess what? alvin has got me my present plus Vera is getting another prezzie for me,a keychain with my name.she;s so sweeeet,right?marilyn has even sent something for my birthday present.i love her<3.
i just got a ripcurl bag,super cool.i got pics but not gonna spoil the madness,wait till you see it on Monday:D
highlight.been feeling super down nowadays.i cant believe what you did.i still dont understand,why cant you stop?all this hurt&tears.cut myself with the damn penknife,do you even care?i think you dont.i have teared,wondering about the time we kissed or hugged.then you broke my heart,broke my soul.i said i would hurt myself so you would understand.but now i regret cause youre never gonna change.what kinda fool do you take me for?i loved you once and now i dont.

2008-09-05T10:47:00.003+08:00

hmmm,blueberry cakes,cardds,presents,new ripcurl bag,pencilcase,hugeee bearr,kisses,hugs,shouts,screams,sms wishes,tired feet,weird stares,laughter!:D
thats just some of the stuff i've been experiencing for the past,um,48hrs?or is it less?cause i;m too lazy to count.hahas.for the past minutes,been trying to spam people's blogs.SPAM SUCCESS!yay,manxz!;D :D !
now's the really crappy part.i'm avoiding you not cause i hate you but cause you're starting to freak me out in the most weirdest possible way!and if love could be tested by questions,mine to you would be the least.youve broken my heart once,what else could you not do?but this time i'll stay strong cause i know its never gonna end.sometimes,we must give up stuff for the greater good.and i'm gonna do just that.
take a penknife,it hurts like super but its just a scar.heartbroken.
a dozen roses,a dozen smiles,theres still no change.
forgive me,people,i just want you to understand its gotta stop,all the tears&cuts.stop bringing pain to everyone.i beg you,please.

kiss kiss muah(:

2008-09-03T15:46:00.005+08:00

zihwei&me&her sister on tchers day. pics to killll timee;

me in sunglasses):
thinking of a Ben&Jerry's cake ice cream for present,haha,jkjk!

we're freaks!:D haha.
my letters:D
the cardds.
kiss kiss darlingxoxo.

me&joeyme&joey with the bear vera got for me(:the bearrrr;huge manxz:Demilyn's dnt carr;pretty with glitter!my dnt carrr:love rainbows!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TRICIAAA,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :D :D
thank you everyone for wishing me!you guys rock(:
first of all, i want to thank my sisters for giving me earrings,my dad for the big hole in your pocket you spent so we could celebrate my birthday in a restaurant(plus the dress,card,earring) and Vera for the huge,i must say mega superrr huge teddy bear:D
next next;D i want to thank all who sent cards,Auntie Belinda!(: you showed me the path to salvation,thank youu!
then on to those who wished me through sms:D
starting from the first to wish me ...Emporio,RachelYeo,Amalina,Vera,Suanfong, Weizhen,Eduardo,Lijun,Sis Amanda,Zahiya,Emilyn,Dad,Nicole,Auntie Jan,ChienYee,Daphne,Nini(cousin),2fff(; ,Grace,Zih Wei,Jacquelyn,Bridget,Debroah,Nithya,Alvin,Yun Xin,Melody,Vanessa,Wilson Kor,Joey:D :D thanks for remembering(: please forgive me if i've missed you out:P. &;advance thank you to Joey and Alvin
for getting me a present and anyone alse who are planning to(: you guys will always be remembered :D
now its time for some poets i made up:
like a love you threw away,caught by a civil's hand.
NEXT:D the time like a dozen roses given,smiles and joy shall fill this long-awaited day! yay,i'm ready to poet with Shakesphere(; hahas. :D then 2f sang bday song for me,thanks,dudes&dudettes:D
haha,uploading more pics.!wait(:
thank you for making today a great day for me!

2008-09-02T11:47:00.004+08:00

i want to smile&laugh&everything(: cause tomorrow's my day,my birthday:D sounds so exciting,right?haaha.first of all,i wanna thank marilyn!cause she has certainly helped our clique patch back!
And,Emporio,i'm so glad we're back to bestest friends again:D quarrels dont break us apart that means we're STRONG:D i'm back to my normal crazyyyy self&theres no denying it cause i'm laughing and typing all these words now.oh no,am i crazy?And all the while i thought Emporio was crazier than me.xD! but i'm not crazy,i assure you.its cause i'm super happy we are patched back,my laughing twin!(; tomorrow-go school-meet Vera-maths lesson-____.i need to fill in that blank!(: alot of presents,so excited:D Vera told me she got the teddy bear for me ald,thanks again!EXCITEMENT,unexplainable but definitely addictive!whee! yay!3 SEPTEMBER,dont forget! laughing randomly but i love it.because as surely as i must say,i'm back to my oldde self:D on my mom's bday(4 sep),shopshop@ps with her for my bday prezzie:D friday,watch WALL.E:D whoo,gtg.some pics i took to kill time coming your wayyyy:D

2008-09-01T14:30:00.003+08:00

please let me break down&cry cause its too hard for me to take it.
few days ago,i was crying for a certain reason,cause when i went back to my primary school,everyone changed outside but in the inside,theyre still the same old crap.like,i cant believe that she snatched other people's friend,broke relationships,what is this?and now i wanna cry again,cause i cant believe my best friend could keep so many things from me,treat me super cold&WORSE,showed me the mask outside.youknow,its okay if you dont want to tell me cause thats fine.i cant believe it.Emporio,i'll be strong,push me if you want,i've asked you,what happened&you didnt answer!i guess i'm not the least bit trustable that you can tell me,right?everytime,you ask me what happened,i tell you &you always say best friends dont keep stuffs from each other&now,WHAT?ohmygawd.i feel like taking the damn penknife & cut my whole heart then at least all the hurts would go out.Marilyn,i want to thank you cause youve been trying to pull the clique together(: i really miss you,you know?i feel like tearing myself to pieces&tell you how i feel about our clique's state.youve hurt me before,you know that yourself&ive forgiven you cause i know youll never do that to me again.And,once again,youre not the one i'm saying bitch,dont look so low on yourself,youre the greatest.i know its not good to keep hurts inside but i'm sorry,ive let you down.cause this time,the hurts cant fade.i cant even forgive myself for being the least bit STUPID....
my mood has been brought to depths of the oceans and i was happy like,few minutes earlier then it died.
i was happy cause my bday's coming.
i was happy cause i could use comp.
i was happy cause i drank milo(:
i'll stop here,i know ive said enough.
but i'm still a lil bit happy:3SEPTEMBER

2008-08-29T21:01:00.002+08:00

YAY:D okay maybe no yay?cause some sad past things happened but i shouldnt care about it too much cause such people will never change&were from different schools so yeah(: like i dont understand such people
WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM,DUDE?the past is behind.you dont have to bring it all back&hurt people's emotion,right?and thanks alot too,cause youre making me super duper pissed&ruined or actually spoiled two people's day!
youre still the same,i guess you'll never change,huh?
overall,today was prettty fun despite all those.fmss teacher's day celebration sucked.as in,really!well,except for the video&jean's singing.i prefer last years one,much more fun(: went back nan hua.took bus from fmss-nhps with Priscilla Yap.we talked non-stop.it was kinda fun talking to her actually.next time must go out again worhxz!:D .and oh so sad,i have to go to school for ms shamsiah's maths lesson): on my birthday somemore,so sad):
zih wei,cheer up,dont let these affect you.you must be strong.i'll always be behind you.call me if you need help,cause ive faced your situatiopn before.
i'll always support you!i love you too,dude!if it still bothers you,call me&we can chat :D smile!youve always got me(:
the world,how amazing.OHMYGOSH.random:D
HMM.its still 10 more days till you come back from your trip,i miss you.&today has made me worse.i want you to cheer me up like you always do.everynight i couldnt sleep,just hoping time could run and we'll be hugging each other.boy,i really miss you.
countdown to birthday on 3 SEPTEMBER:
5 days more.

2008-08-26T19:18:00.002+08:00

3september.
please scroll below for that post(:
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i wish you could be here to understand what i'm going through.i miss the times we spent together;reply asap after the trip,okay?missing you much!dont care about what to get for my birthday,yeah?all i want is to be with you now.i wish time would pass by faster so i could hug you!